I was my father's favored son. Accordingly, he invested extensive amounts of time, energy, and money into me (he pampered and coddled me). Additionally, I was well known and well respected from an early age. Why? because I was highly athletic, intelligent, attractive, had a good disposition, and came from a relatively wealthy, high status family. However, because of psychological and behavioral traits (aggression, risk-taking, non-conformity, etc. leading me to associate with the wrong peer group) and bad luck, I've fallen in status and socioeconomic status and I'm now living a life far below my potential and unlike what I'm accustomed to (I continue to repeat this throughout my blog because many of you seem not to realize this or want to believe this).
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Had I stayed at one high school and maintained the GPA I had as a freshman and sophomore (3.6+) I would have never attended SDSU** and thus had to deal with the lower socioeconomic Mexicans, Filipinos, Blacks, and Poor, Liberal White Trash like you. (Liberal Cracker, I'm Going To Call Today At About 3 PM. Be Sure To Answer So That You Can Listen To ME To Determine What Social Class And What Peer Group Influenced ME.)
I Just Got Removed From An Airplane Because I Had An Outburst And Ignored A Flight Attendant. This Is The 2nd Ticket This Weekend That I've Thrown Away (At Least $500* Down The Drain).
*My Father And Mother Have Invested Hundreds Of Thousands Of Dollars In ME Throughout My Life (Maybe Close To 1 Million Or Maybe Over 1 Million SPENT On ME In Regard To Schooling, Apartments, Cars, Trips, Money, Money, Money Given To ME, Legal Fees, Money, Money, Money Given To ME, Legal Fees, Money, Money, Money Given To ME, Etc.) And I've Done Nothing Productive With It. As A Matter Of Fact, I've Been A Disappointment And Burden On Them (They Should Have Never Had ME). This Is Why I'd Like To End My Life. I Just Don't Have The Courage To Do It Though. Hopefully I Pissed Enough People Off And One Of Them Can Do It For ME!
MEXICANS, LET ME MAKING SOMETHING CLEAR TO YOU PEOPLE. DON'T LOOK AT THIS BLOG WITH ITS PHOTOS OF MY MOTHER, SISTERS, BROTHERS, NIECES AND NEPHEWS, AND THINK THAT I'M MEXICAN LIKE YOU! FIRSTLY, I'M FROM AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT BACKGROUND THAN ALL OF YOU (FAMILY BACKGROUND, SOCIAL CLASS BACKGROUND, SUBCULTURAL BACKGROUND, ETC.). SECONDLY, I DON'T LIKE MEXICAN GENES OR MEXICAN CULTURE (I, IN FACT, MOCK MEXICAN GENES AND MEXICAN CULTURE). LASTLY, I'VE NEVER KISSED A MEXICAN LET ALONE HAD SEX WITH A MEXICAN AND I NEVER WILL, SO DON'T LOOK AT ME HOPING TO ESTABLISH A SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP* WITH ME. (MEXICANS, ONCE I'M DONE DOING WHAT I HAVE TO DO IN CALIFORNIA, I'LL BE HEADING TO HAWAII (AN AREA FAR FROM MEXICANS AND MEXICAN CULTURE) SO THAT I'M NO LONGER AROUND YOU PEOPLE).
*SPEAKING OF SEXUAL** RELATIONSHIPS, GIRLS ARE STILL ATTRACTED TO ME (I CAN TELL BECAUSE THEY STARE AT ME, SMILE AT ME, ATTEMPT TO MAKE SMALL TALK WITH ME, ETC.), BUT THEY SEEM NOT TO UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY'RE READING ON THIS BLOG. SO, LET ME HELP YOU UNDERSTAND IT. IF YOU'RE NOT A HAWAIIAN FEMALE I'M NOT INTERESTED IN YOU SEXUALLY. OR, TO PUT IT DIFFERENTLY, I'M A RACIST AND I'M ONLY INTERESTED IN HAWAIIAN FEMALES.
**SPEAKING OF SEX, WHY DID IT TAKE UNTIL I WAS 30-YEARS-OLD TO HAVE SEX WITH A FEMALE? WHY DID IT TAKE UNTIL I WAS 40-YEARS-OLD TO DEVELOP A SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH A FEMALE? WHY AM I CHILDLESS AND WHY WILL I LIKELY REMAIN CHILDLESS FOR THE REMAINDER OF MY LIFE? HERE ARE A FEW REASONS. I WAS CONCEIVED WHEN MY FATHER WAS MUCH OLDER (MID-40s), SO I MAY HAVE INHERITED GENETIC MUTATIONS THAT EFFECT PSYCHOLOGICAL AND SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT https://vengeanceizmine.blogspot.com/2014/10/are-any-of-your-reading-this-shit-how.html; AT THE TIME OF MY CONCEPTION AND BIRTH MY MOTHER WAS TAKING ESTROGEN ELEVATING MEDICATION AND THIS, COUPLED WITH THE FACT THAT SHE HAD NUMERUOS CHILDREN PRIOR TO ME, LIKELY ALTERED HER FETAL ENVIRONMENT https://veryayshun.blogspot.com/2013_10_17_archive.html; I'M A LATER BORN CHILD FROM A LARGE FAMILY (LATER BORNS TEND TO BE LESS REPRODUCTIVELY SUCCESSFUL); I CAME FROM A HIGHLY RELIGIOUS FAMILY AND THAT RELIGIOUS UPBRINGING SUPPRESSED MY SEX DRIVE AND SEXUAL ACTIVITY https://www.psypost.org/study-religious-college-students-less-frequent-sexual-activity-fewer-sexual-partners/ https://www.psychologytoday.com/intl/blog/finding-new-home/202109/why-religions-are-preoccupied-sex https://www.psychologytoday.com/intl/blog/sex-murder-and-the-meaning-of-life/200912/religious-piety-as-a-mating-strategy https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/sex-murder-and-the-meaning-life/201912/is-nothing-sacred-religion-and-sex (I WAS UNABLE TO MASTURBATE FREELY, AMONG OTHER SEXUAL ACTIVITIES); THE MALES IN MY FAMILY WERE DOMINANT, VIOLENT, SOCIOPATHS AND LIVING AMONG THEM FOR THE 1st 18+ YEARS OF MY LIFE HAD A LASTING IMPACT ON MY SEX HORMONES AND PSYCHOSEXUAL DEVELOPMENT(https://www.cjfearnley.com/G+Posts/20140215%20-%20Human%20Sexual%20Behavior%20II.%20100m%20Robert%20S.html (In rodents and some primates, when males smell the pheromones of dominant males it drives down their testosterone levels. In some species, the same dominant pheromones stimulates sperm production: "a coevolutionary arms race". ) https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/love-sex-and-babies/201103/do-brothers-stall-their-sisters-sex-lives) AS THE LOWEST RANKING MALE IN THAT BRUTALLY ENFORCED HIERARCHY, I BELIEVE MY DEVELOPMENT WAS STUNTED); I'M SHORT AND SHORTER MALES TEND TO DEVELOP MENTAL DISORDERS (https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2015/09/crazy-in-headquicc-to-give-uh-nigga-head.html); ETC.
https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2024/03/going-to-leave-some-of-these-blog-posts.html
JUST A FEW STORIES THAT ATTEST TO MY FATHER AND BROTHERS BELLICOSE AND BARBAROUS PAST.
https://vengeanceizmine.blogspot.com/2014/02/forty-two.html
THE RELATIONSHIP I HAVE WITH MY BROTHERS IS MORE PATERNALLY BASED THAN FRATERNALLY BASED. THAT IS, MY BROTHERS TREAT ME LIKE THEIR SON. IN FACT, ONE OF THEM TREATS ME LIKE A REDHEADED STEPCHILD EVEN AT MY CURRENT AGE OF 45. READ THE ABOVE LINKS.
https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2023/06/manana.html
https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2022/12/you-have-to-have-play-with-larceny-in.html
https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2024/03/anybody-killa-anybody-can-get-it.html
READ ABOUT 3 LOW IQ, UNEDUCATED, PRIMITIVE (PSYCHOLOGICALLY AND BEHAVIORALLY PRIMITIVE) PRIMITIVES IN THE ABOVE LINK.
