I'm Skimming Through This Blog Again Right Now. I Have A Bunch Of Posts That Need To Be Edited Or Deleted Because They Consist Of Meaningless, Nonsense! And They're Embarrassing! I'm Embarrassed By The Fact That I Wrote Some Of This Stuff And That You've Read It.
I'm Looking At This Shit And Thinking To Myself, "Only An Immature, Self-Absorbed, Narcissist Lacking Any Responsibility* In Life And Lacking Intimate Relationships Would Write This Shit! How Embarrassing! Only A Person Devoid Of Wealth, Status, And Especially Sex With The Opposite Sex Would Write This Shit! How Embarrassing!"
*Why Am I So Immature And Irresponsible? BECAUSE I'VE NEVER HAD TO GROW UP! I've Been A Leach And Freeloader On My Parents All Of My Life! They (Particularly My Father) Have Paid For Everything All Of My Life! So I've NEVER Had To Become An Adult. I've Never Really Worked (Why Should I Work When My Parents Give ME Free Room, Board, And MONIES?), I've Never Had To Pay Bills, And Because Of Personality Traits Resulting From This Stunted Mental Growth I've Never Developed A REAL Relationship With A Female, Let Alone Had A Child With A Female (Both Of Which Force You To Mature And Taken On Responsibility And Accountability). HOW DIFFERENT HAS MY LIFE* BEEN FROM YOURS? How Much Time Do You Have? Where Do You Want To Begin? Anyway, I Think It's Time I Become An Adult. I Think It's Time I Start Making My Own Money. How Else Will I Be Able To Attract A High Quality Polynesian Female And Have Children With Her? Well, I Could Go On Welfare And Use My Looks To Impregnate Her! But I Don't Want To Do That! (MY LIFE HAS BEEN MUCH DIFFERENT THAN MY SIBLINGS AS WELL. NONE OF MY SIBLINGS HAD THEIR PARENTS (OUR FATHER) SPOIL THEM AND CODDLE THEM AS MUCH AS THEY HAVE WITH ME. NONE OF MY SIBLINGS HAD THEIR ENTIRE TUITION PAID FOR, NONE OF MY SIBLINGS HAD THEIR RENT PAID FOR (At All Of The Different Places I've Lived), NONE OF MY SIBLINGS HAD THEIR CARS PAID FOR, ETC., ETC., ETC. AND NONE OF MY SIBLINGS HAD THEIR FATHER GIVE THEM MONEY, MONEY, MONEY UP UNTIL HIS DEATH! (He Gave ME Five! A Hi-Five!) I'VE BEEN A BOY ON A SLOW LIFE HISTORY TRAJECTORY ALL OF MY LIFE! ALL MY LIVE LONG DAYZ!)
"You Need To Grow Up Bitch!" - Mr. Free Got The Chariot And The Whip!
*Less Attention And Adulation Was Given To You. Less Time, Effort, And Money Was Put Into You. You Were Thrown To The Streets. You Were Thrown To The Wolves. You Had To Fend For Yourself. You Had To Be Self-Sufficient And Independent (Lost Without A Trace). You Had To Survive On Your Own. You Didn't Have Mommy And Daddy To Fall Back On. You Had To Rely On Yourself And Your Inferior Peer Group. You Had To Grow Up Earlier Than ME. Consequently, You Attained Less Higher Education Than ME, You Had To Take Jobs That I Would Never Even Considering Taking So that You Could Survive, You Had SEX In Your Teens And Early Twenties Because You Had Low Sexual Inhibition And High Time Preference, Then You Had A Child In Your Mid To Late 20s And A Family To Take Care Of And Bills To Pay. Can You Pay My Bills? Can You Pay My Automobiles? Can You Pay My Hospital Bills? Can You Pay My Telephone Bills? Can You Pay My Bills? NONE OF THIS APPLIES TO ME. DO YOU UNDERSTAND? I NEVER EXPERIENCED ANY OF THIS AND AS A RESULT I HAVE A DIFFERENT OUTLOOK ON LIFE THAN YOU AND I'VE LIVED AND WILL CONTINUE TO LIVE DIFFERENTLY THAN YOU. You're White Trash From Some Working Class Community. You're A Beaner From The Barrio. You're A Nigger From The Ghetto! We Come From Different Worlds And Have Led Different Lives. I Look Down Upon You People!
https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/love-sex-and-babies/201103/do-brothers-stall-their-sisters-sex-lives
Well, I Think My Father's Parenting Style Along With My Brothers' Personality Traits Delayed My Sexual, Physical, And Mental Maturation. What Do You Guys Think?
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HEY, FELLOW BLACK SCHOLARS, I LOOK YOUNG AND ACT YOUNG, SO MAYBE THIS IS THE REASON YOU FAIL TO REALIZE THAT I'M 36 AND HAVE LOST A STEP (NOT AS QUICK AS I ONCE WAS). (I HATE WHEN LOUD MOUTHED NIGGERS THINK THEY CAN OUT PLAY ME ON A CONSISTENT BASIS!) AS A SIDE NOTE, IT'S NOT THAT I CAN'T SHOOT. IT'S THAT I'M AN INCONSISTENT SHOOTER. I'LL GO 9-10 ONE GAME AND 1-10 THE VERY NEXT GAME AND MOST OF THIS IS A RESULT OF MY MIND, NOT YOUR DEFENSE. See That Cal-Hi Top 8th Grade Basketball Players Page That I Stumbled Across And Have Been Looking At These Past Few Days? This One http://www.calhisports.com/2014/10/21/boys-bb-top-8th-graders-since-82/ Look At The '92-'93 Year. I'd Played With Or Against 10 Of Those Guys Around That Time ('92-'93 And Some Later). I Could Defend And Score On The 4 Top Guards In That Eventual 1997 Class (Baron Davis, Kenny Brunner, Michael McDonald, Kevin Augustine). I'd Guarded Isaiah Thomas A Few Times In 7th And 8th Grade (He Played For PTI) And I Never Thought He Was That Special (He Was Just Much Taller Than ME). In Fact, There Was A Cal-Hi Magazine Cover Of ME Guarding Him. I Don't Think He Ever Panned Out In High School. I Had 30 Against Eron Maxxey (https://twitter.com/ErronMaxey/status/1004934817149063168 HE LOOKS UGLY LIKE COLEONE) And Ron Baldwin (https://www.latimes.com/archives/la-xpm-1996-03-02-sp-42302-story.html https://gohighlanders.com/sports/2009/10/8/MBB_1008090535.aspx Ron Was Recruited By Smaller DI Schools Out Of J.W. North Riverside High School). I Could Have Continued To Have Done All Of This (Successfully Guarded And Scored On These Players) Into My Senior Year Of High School, In Spite Of The Fact That They Had Grown Taller And Stronger Than ME By Then. By The Way, They're Missing Two Big Names On That List Who Were Big Names At That Time And They Are Chris Burgess And Eric Chenowith (I Had A 27 Point Game With Eric In 8th Grade) https://southerncaliforniapreps.rivals.com/news/boys-class-of-2008-one-of-best-ever . If There Were A Top 25 List Of Eight Graders At That Time ('92-'93) I Would Have Been On That Top 25 List!
The rich losers I know mooch off their parents into their late fortties
*Why Am I So Immature And Irresponsible? BECAUSE I'VE NEVER HAD TO GROW UP! I've Been A Leach And Freeloader On My Parents All Of My Life! They (Particularly My Father) Have Paid For Everything All Of My Life! So I've NEVER Had To Become An Adult. I've Never Really Worked (Why Should I Work When My Parents Give ME Free Room, Board, And MONIES?), I've Never Had To Pay Bills, And Because Of Personality Traits Resulting From This Stunted Mental Growth I've Never Developed A REAL Relationship With A Female, Let Alone Had A Child With A Female (Both Of Which Force You To Mature And Taken On Responsibility And Accountability). HOW DIFFERENT HAS MY LIFE* BEEN FROM YOURS? How Much Time Do You Have? Where Do You Want To Begin? Anyway, I Think It's Time I Become An Adult. I Think It's Time I Start Making My Own Money. How Else Will I Be Able To Attract A High Quality Polynesian Female And Have Children With Her? Well, I Could Go On Welfare And Use My Looks To Impregnate Her! But I Don't Want To Do That! (MY LIFE HAS BEEN MUCH DIFFERENT THAN MY SIBLINGS AS WELL. NONE OF MY SIBLINGS HAD THEIR PARENTS (OUR FATHER) SPOIL THEM AND CODDLE THEM AS MUCH AS THEY HAVE WITH ME. NONE OF MY SIBLINGS HAD THEIR ENTIRE TUITION PAID FOR, NONE OF MY SIBLINGS HAD THEIR RENT PAID FOR (At All Of The Different Places I've Lived), NONE OF MY SIBLINGS HAD THEIR CARS PAID FOR, ETC., ETC., ETC. AND NONE OF MY SIBLINGS HAD THEIR FATHER GIVE THEM MONEY, MONEY, MONEY UP UNTIL HIS DEATH! (He Gave ME Five! A Hi-Five!) I'VE BEEN A BOY ON A SLOW LIFE HISTORY TRAJECTORY ALL OF MY LIFE! ALL MY LIVE LONG DAYZ!)
"You Need To Grow Up Bitch!" - Mr. Free Got The Chariot And The Whip!
*Less Attention And Adulation Was Given To You. Less Time, Effort, And Money Was Put Into You. You Were Thrown To The Streets. You Were Thrown To The Wolves. You Had To Fend For Yourself. You Had To Be Self-Sufficient And Independent (Lost Without A Trace). You Had To Survive On Your Own. You Didn't Have Mommy And Daddy To Fall Back On. You Had To Rely On Yourself And Your Inferior Peer Group. You Had To Grow Up Earlier Than ME. Consequently, You Attained Less Higher Education Than ME, You Had To Take Jobs That I Would Never Even Considering Taking So that You Could Survive, You Had SEX In Your Teens And Early Twenties Because You Had Low Sexual Inhibition And High Time Preference, Then You Had A Child In Your Mid To Late 20s And A Family To Take Care Of And Bills To Pay. Can You Pay My Bills? Can You Pay My Automobiles? Can You Pay My Hospital Bills? Can You Pay My Telephone Bills? Can You Pay My Bills? NONE OF THIS APPLIES TO ME. DO YOU UNDERSTAND? I NEVER EXPERIENCED ANY OF THIS AND AS A RESULT I HAVE A DIFFERENT OUTLOOK ON LIFE THAN YOU AND I'VE LIVED AND WILL CONTINUE TO LIVE DIFFERENTLY THAN YOU. You're White Trash From Some Working Class Community. You're A Beaner From The Barrio. You're A Nigger From The Ghetto! We Come From Different Worlds And Have Led Different Lives. I Look Down Upon You People!
https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/love-sex-and-babies/201103/do-brothers-stall-their-sisters-sex-lives
Well, I Think My Father's Parenting Style Along With My Brothers' Personality Traits Delayed My Sexual, Physical, And Mental Maturation. What Do You Guys Think?
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(I'M A BOY THAT LIVES IN THE PAST AND PITIES HIMSELF (I PITY THE FOOL) AND I'M DESPERATELY TRYING TO PROVE THAT I COULD HAVE BEEN SOMEBODY!)
Ray Johnson (Legendary Oceanside El Camino Basketball Coach) With His Back To The Camera. Mr. Johnson Liked ME And Looked At ME As The Future Guard Of His Program.
By The Way, Allow ME To Repeat What I've Stated On These Blogs Several Times: MY LIFE WOULD BE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT RIGHT NOW HAD I STAYED AT EL CAMINO HIGH SCHOOL IN OCEANSIDE. WHY? WELL, I WAS A SUPERIOR BASKETBALL PLAYER AS A CHILD AND YOUNG ADOLESCENT AND THIS SUPERIORITY TRANSLATED INTO A PRETTY DECENT FRESHMAN BASKETBALL SEASON ON A PRETTY DECENT BASKETBALL TEAM. NOW, HAD I STAYED WITH THIS TEAM AND HENCE STAYED AT THIS SCHOOL I WOULD HAVE PLAYED ON THIS TEAM DURING THIS SEASON, INCLUDING IN THIS GAME http://articles.latimes.com/1997-03-12/sports/sp-37388_1_villa-park AGAINST ERIC CHENOWITH AND IN THIS GAME https://www.latimes.com/archives/la-xpm-1997-03-16-sp-38989-story.html AGAINST KENNY BRUNNER WOULD HAVE BEEN A STARTER ON THIS TEAM FOR AT LEAST 2 YEARS). THUS, I WOULD HAVE AT LEAST PLAYED DIVISION II BASKETBALL (I WOULD HAVE BEEN RECRUITED) AND I WOULD NOW BE IN THE BASKETBALL PROFESSION AT THE COLLEGIATE LEVEL (POSSIBLY AS A SCOUT OR RECRUITER OR BOTH). INSTEAD, I LEFT THIS SCHOOL (AN ATHLETIC POWERHOUSE) AND TRANSFERRED TO SCHOOLS THAT WERE ATHLETICALLY INFERIOR, BOTH PLAYER WISE AND COACHING WISE. MY ONLY HOPE NOW IS TO REPRODUCE WITH AN INTELLECTUALLY AND ATHLETICALLY SUPERIOR FEMALE AND LIVE VICARIOUSLY, BOTH INTELLECTUALLY AND ATHLETICALLY, THROUGH MY OFFSPRING. OR MAYBE I CAN JUST CLONE MYSELF!
By The Way, Allow ME To Repeat What I've Stated On These Blogs Several Times: MY LIFE WOULD BE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT RIGHT NOW HAD I STAYED AT EL CAMINO HIGH SCHOOL IN OCEANSIDE. WHY? WELL, I WAS A SUPERIOR BASKETBALL PLAYER AS A CHILD AND YOUNG ADOLESCENT AND THIS SUPERIORITY TRANSLATED INTO A PRETTY DECENT FRESHMAN BASKETBALL SEASON ON A PRETTY DECENT BASKETBALL TEAM. NOW, HAD I STAYED WITH THIS TEAM AND HENCE STAYED AT THIS SCHOOL I WOULD HAVE PLAYED ON THIS TEAM DURING THIS SEASON, INCLUDING IN THIS GAME http://articles.latimes.com/1997-03-12/sports/sp-37388_1_villa-park AGAINST ERIC CHENOWITH AND IN THIS GAME https://www.latimes.com/archives/la-xpm-1997-03-16-sp-38989-story.html AGAINST KENNY BRUNNER WOULD HAVE BEEN A STARTER ON THIS TEAM FOR AT LEAST 2 YEARS). THUS, I WOULD HAVE AT LEAST PLAYED DIVISION II BASKETBALL (I WOULD HAVE BEEN RECRUITED) AND I WOULD NOW BE IN THE BASKETBALL PROFESSION AT THE COLLEGIATE LEVEL (POSSIBLY AS A SCOUT OR RECRUITER OR BOTH). INSTEAD, I LEFT THIS SCHOOL (AN ATHLETIC POWERHOUSE) AND TRANSFERRED TO SCHOOLS THAT WERE ATHLETICALLY INFERIOR, BOTH PLAYER WISE AND COACHING WISE. MY ONLY HOPE NOW IS TO REPRODUCE WITH AN INTELLECTUALLY AND ATHLETICALLY SUPERIOR FEMALE AND LIVE VICARIOUSLY, BOTH INTELLECTUALLY AND ATHLETICALLY, THROUGH MY OFFSPRING. OR MAYBE I CAN JUST CLONE MYSELF!
http://articles.latimes.com/1995-03-08/sports/sp-40016_1_el-camino
Hey Doug, Do You Remember This Game? A 6'2 Sophomore By The Name Of Joe Eyers Locked You Up And Capped Off His Defensive Performance On You In The 4th Quarter By Pressuring You Above The 3-Point Line, Forcing You To Shoot A Contested 3 Which He Snatched Out Of The Air (As Soon As You Released It He Snatched The Ball Out Of The Air) Dribbled Down The Court And Dunked, Which Brought The House* Down. Do You Remember That, Doug?
*And The Majority Of Fans Were Black, Not Like The Ones You See In The Above Picture!
https://twitter.com/bRuc14/status/1243621401740759040/photo/1
https://www.instagram.com/p/BkI0GtagJh5/
Joe Eyers The Son Of Toussaint Tyler In Adulthood!
https://www.instagram.com/p/BkI0GtagJh5/
Joe Eyers As An Adult!
I PITY THE FOOL!
https://www.instagram.com/p/BkI0GtagJh5/
Joe Eyers The Son Of Toussaint Tyler In Adulthood!
Joe Eyers As An Adult!
Coach John Lucas
Don't let 8th grade success dictate 12th grade failure. Whoever telling you how great u r in 8th grade is doing u a disservice. #foolsgold
I PITY THE FOOL!
As A NSide, Dion Booker And I Were The Captains Of This Team. We Went 32-0 And I Averaged About 15 Points A Game. How Many People Can Go To An Entirely New School Where They Don't Know Anyone And REMAIN UNKNOWN? I BETCHA CAN'T DO THAT WITTA DICC IN YA, HUH, NIGGA? YOU CAN'T DO THAT WITTA DICC IN YA NOW CAN YOU, BITCH?)
Legi Suiaunoa (The Samoan In The Back) Was A Good All Around Athlete. The Black Guy 3rd From Left (Your Left) On The Top Row Isn't Named John D. His Name Is Alvin. The Black Guy Second From Right (Your Right) Isn't Named Sean M. His Name Is Oren (I Believe Oren* Went To Jail For Armed Robbery).
*The Senator! Oren "Down The Hatch" Pimp!
https://www.rivals.com/content.asp?CID=784259
1997 (I Played With That Entire List Of '97 Players. I Held My Own Against Them All! Now I Just Play With Myself!)
Here's Billy Knight (top 3rd L) w/his @DoublePumpHoops team at #BigTime Tourney coached by the late Bob Gottlieb. Also on squadron are all-staters Mike McDonald of @LBPolyHoop (bottom 2nd R) & big Jamahl Mosley (Rancho Buena Vista)
More on Knight 
https://www.calhisports.com/?p=21081
https://www.calhisports.com/?p=21081 
A LITTLE BACKGROUND. I PLAYED ON AN AAU TEAM WITH MIKE MCDONALD FROM ABOUT AGE 10-14 AND I WHILE AT OCEANSIDE EL CAMINO I PLAYED AGAINST JAMAHL MOSLEY A COUPLE OF TIMES (WE WON BOTH GAMES)! (JAMAHL IS DIRECTLY BEHIND MICHAEL! RIGHT BEHIND YOU MIKE!)
Keion Kindred Retweeted
#Dons “Bad Santa” one of the best PGs pound for pound to come out of the state of California PERIOD!! Don’t waste your time @‘n me either #DonsNation
That Same AAU Team I Mention Above Featured Kenny Brunner As Well!
Ronnie Flores @SlamStevo @trigonis30 back then you know, you actually had to be good to play on a travel team lol
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"It just, it just all happens out of instinct. I don't even think about it. If I see a move and think it's going to work I just do it." - D. Watson
Exactly Right, My Nigga!
"It just, it just all happens out of instinct. I don't even think about it. If I see a move and think it's going to work I just do it." - D. Watson
Exactly Right, My Nigga!
As an individual practices a skill, the mental processes involved in executing
the skill move it from the frontal lobes (higher consciousness area) to the
more primitive areas (basal ganglia) that control automated processes. In
sports, brain automation is hyper-specific to the practiced skill. Even runners
who are cycling see activity in the frontal lobe, even though both are
endurance activities.
Thinking is the sign of an amateur in sports! The more automatic the better.
One way to avoid the pressure of choking (Sian Beilock) is to sing – thus
preoccupying the higher consciousness areas of the brain.
- I just thought this was neat, but if you happen to hear me humming along on the soccer field or while hacking away in a golf tourney, then you’ll know why: “University of Chicago psychologist Sian Beilock has shown that a golfer can overcome pressure-induced choking in putting – paralysis by analysis, she calls it – by singing to himself, and thus preoccupying the higher conscious areas of the brain.”
I'M GOING TO RECOPY THAT PASSAGE FROM THE SPORTS GENE REGARDING YOUR UNCONSCIOUS MIND!
