Friday, June 19, 2026

"NOBODY" - Mostly White, But Part Hawaiian Rayden. Rayden Suddenly Said This Without Any Prompting While We Were Playing Basketball On The Same Team At The Kailua District Park Gym Two Wednesdays Ago (06/10/26). Rayden Was Referring To Both ME And My Brother Gery!

Rayden has seen me play poorly against average to below average players (all of the players that play at 24 Hour Fitness) and has extrapolated that play (how I play) to Gery (he thinks Gery and I are similar both physically and mentally). What Rayden fails to realize is that I'm about 20 years past my playing prime*, so the way I now play is dissimilar to how I played when I was more youthful. Secondly, if he'd seen me and Gery playing in our youth (teens and twenties) against elite players (BLACKS THAT PLAYED COLLEGE BASKETBALL) he'd change his mind. Lastly, I play down to the level of the competition. So, if I'm playing against mediocre players or worse I typically don't play as well as I can because I'm less challenged and less motivated (WHEN I PLAY AGAINST HIGHLY ATHLETIC, SKILLED BLACKS YOU GET A DIFFERENT VERSION OF ME). Anyway, after playing poorly this past Wednesday (06/17/26) a young G00K on my team (he was a decent player and led our team in scoring) said, "he doesn't play." I think my poor play and these videos  https://www.youtube.com/@j.f.699 gave him that idea.

An older (in her 60s), wrinkling Nip (Japanese woman) at one of the checkout tables said to me when I got to the table, "are you going to read those books to your dog?" I responded to her sarcastically and after walking away from her she said to her fellow volunteer, "he stutters." I think she'd been watching me as a browsed through the selection talking to myself and may have thought I was going to steal the books I wound up buying.

*And I don't play pickup games everyday like I once did.