Saturday, April 5, 2025

Upstate

 I'll Further Update This Blog Later Today. In The Meantime, Read The 2 Blog Posts Below!

Living Large, Redefined | Summer 2022 | UCR Magazine

Mike's father, Lito, didn't coach him. Beginning at age 8 my father coached him. Mike's father, Lito, just took pictures.

THERE IS NO OTHER THAN ME : "She's Envious Of Peter Because He Gets All Of The Attention" - Dick Dag While Speaking To My Brother Gery As They Prepared For An 8th Grade Basketball Game Of Mine That They Were Coaching The Following Day (Dick Was Referring To My Brother Steven's Ugly, Unintelligent, Barrio Raised Esposa - The Fact That She Was Envious Of ME Because I Was A Much Better Player Than Her Son Carl And Was Highly Admire By Fans, Friends, And Families)

This is just one of the many teams my father coached that Mike was a part of. 

Steve Dagampat (@loopy_caster) • Instagram photos and videos

See Tam Nguyen? David met Tam in the late 80s. They began to grow apart then Tam moved to Huntington Beach in the late 2000s. That's when Richie became closer to him. Tam now lives in Texas; hence you see him fishing with Steven. I believe this is the only Asian friend David and Steven have ever had and the second Asian friend Richie has had (I believe Richie was friends with a Korean in high school). What did my brothers refer to Asians as in the 80s and 90s? SLOPEs, GOOKs, ZIPPERs (short for ZIPPERHEADs), and HOP-TSING! (My brother Gery is the only one to have had a Filipino friend!) 



"You Can Barely Keep A Bitch And I Stay Runnin' Thru Whores" - Lil B Stoney Baloney

I'm 5'7. Tina Is 5'8-5'9. My Brothers Are 5'10+ And Have Had Many, Many Girlfriends (Each One Has). The Majority Of Those Girlfriends Have Been White. The Mexican Girlfriends Have Primarily Been A Product Of Gery (He Almost Exclusively Dated And Mated Mexicans). I've NEVER Had A Girlfriend Because I'm Poor And Ugly! By The Way, I Was Living In Oceanside And Redondo Beach At The Time Of My Father's Death Richard Dagampat Obituary (1934 - 2014) - Legacy Remembers.
MY FATHER WAS A VIOLENT, CALLOUS SOCIOPATH THAT WOULD MERCILESSLY HARANGUE HIS CHILDREN AND BARBAROUSLY BEAT HIS CHILDREN. I HOPE YOU REMEMBER THE STORIES I'VE SHARED WITH YOU ALL ABOUT MY FATHER AND BROTHERS BELLICOSE PAST.

SPEAKING OF *SEXUAL RELATIONSHIPS, GIRLS ARE STILL ATTRACTED TO ME (I CAN TELL BECAUSE THEY STARE AT ME, SMILE AT ME, ATTEMPT TO MAKE SMALL TALK WITH ME, ETC.), BUT THEY SEEM NOT TO UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY'RE READING ON THIS BLOG. SO, LET ME HELP YOU UNDERSTAND IT. IF YOU'RE NOT A HAWAIIAN FEMALE I'M NOT INTERESTED IN YOU SEXUALLY. OR, TO PUT IT DIFFERENTLY, I'M A RACIST AND I'M ONLY INTERESTED IN HAWAIIAN FEMALES.  

*SPEAKING OF SEX, WHY DID IT TAKE UNTIL I WAS 30-YEARS-OLD TO HAVE SEX WITH A FEMALE? WHY DID IT TAKE UNTIL I WAS 40-YEARS-OLD TO DEVELOP A SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH A FEMALE? WHY AM I CHILDLESS AND WHY WILL I LIKELY REMAIN CHILDLESS FOR THE REMAINDER OF MY LIFE? HERE ARE A FEW REASONS. I WAS CONCEIVED WHEN MY FATHER WAS MUCH OLDER (MID-40s), SO I MAY HAVE INHERITED GENETIC MUTATIONS THAT EFFECT PSYCHOLOGICAL AND SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT https://vengeanceizmine.blogspot.com/2014/10/are-any-of-your-reading-this-shit-how.html; AT THE TIME OF MY CONCEPTION AND BIRTH MY MOTHER WAS TAKING ESTROGEN ELEVATING MEDICATION AND THIS, COUPLED WITH THE FACT THAT SHE HAD NUMERUOS CHILDREN PRIOR TO ME, LIKELY ALTERED HER FETAL ENVIRONMENT https://veryayshun.blogspot.com/2013_10_17_archive.html; I'M A LATER BORN CHILD FROM A LARGE FAMILY (LATER BORNS TEND TO BE LESS REPRODUCTIVELY SUCCESSFUL)I CAME FROM A HIGHLY RELIGIOUS FAMILY AND THAT RELIGIOUS UPBRINGING SUPPRESSED MY SEX DRIVE AND SEXUAL ACTIVITY https://www.psypost.org/study-religious-college-students-less-frequent-sexual-activity-fewer-sexual-partners/ https://www.psychologytoday.com/intl/blog/finding-new-home/202109/why-religions-are-preoccupied-sex https://www.psychologytoday.com/intl/blog/sex-murder-and-the-meaning-of-life/200912/religious-piety-as-a-mating-strategy https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/sex-murder-and-the-meaning-life/201912/is-nothing-sacred-religion-and-sex (I WAS UNABLE TO MASTURBATE FREELY, AMONG OTHER SEXUAL ACTIVITIES); THE MALES IN MY FAMILY WERE DOMINANTVIOLENTSOCIOPATHS AND LIVING AMONG THEM FOR THE 1st 18+ YEARS OF MY LIFE HAD A LASTING IMPACT ON MY SEX HORMONES AND PSYCHOSEXUAL DEVELOPMENT(https://www.cjfearnley.com/G+Posts/20140215%20-%20Human%20Sexual%20Behavior%20II.%20100m%20Robert%20S.html (In rodents and some primates, when males smell the pheromones of dominant males it drives down their testosterone levels. In some species, the same dominant pheromones stimulates sperm production: "a coevolutionary arms race". https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/love-sex-and-babies/201103/do-brothers-stall-their-sisters-sex-lives) AS THE LOWEST RANKING MALE IN THAT BRUTALLY ENFORCED HIERARCHY, I BELIEVE MY DEVELOPMENT WAS STUNTED)I'M SHORT AND SHORTER MALES TEND TO DEVELOP MENTAL DISORDERS  (https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2015/09/crazy-in-headquicc-to-give-uh-nigga-head.html); ETC.

https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2024/03/going-to-leave-some-of-these-blog-posts.html

JUST A FEW STORIES THAT ATTEST TO MY FATHER AND BROTHERS BELLICOSE AND BARBAROUS PAST.

https://vengeanceizmine.blogspot.com/2014/02/forty-two.html

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-scientific-fundamentalist/201101/why-are-stepparents-more-likely-kill-their-children

THE RELATIONSHIP I HAVE WITH MY BROTHERS IS MORE PATERNALLY BASED THAN FRATERNALLY BASED. THAT IS, MY BROTHERS TREAT ME LIKE THEIR SON. IN FACT, ONE OF THEM TREATS ME LIKE A REDHEADED STEPCHILD EVEN AT MY CURRENT AGE OF 45. READ THE ABOVE LINKS. 

https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2023/06/manana.html

https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2022/12/you-have-to-have-play-with-larceny-in.html

*My Reticence Is Not A Sign Of A Speech Impediment. It's A Sign Of My Social Anxiety And Fear Of Public Speaking. Or, To Put It Differently, It's A Reflection Of My Lack Of Confidence And Low Self-Esteem.

P.S.

The lone female in this photo is Japanese/Black/Swedish and from Kahaluu (she lives with her Black/Japanese mother near Laenani* Neighborhood Park). Her name is Ki*and Ki has a Master's degree from UCSD. I met Ki on the 60 bus while near Kaneohe over a year ago (early 2023 or late 2022) then I ran into her again while on the 60 bus in Kaneohe (next to the Times in Kaneohe) last Tuesday (05/24/24) and while speaking to her she said these words under her breath, "That's what I was thinking...NERD...not at all [not wealthy at all]...not that G00D [at basketball]...missing a tooth..." Ki is also attracted to me. Prior to existing the bus she leaned in towards me as though she wanted to KISS then waited to see if I'd ask for her number (she exited the bus on Piikoi near the Ala Moana Foodland, but I didn't aX for her number because she's not Hawaiian). She'll be moving to Maui with her male childhood friend soon.

*Right around here.

**Ki is about a 7.5 on the facial attraction scale. Did you feel the earthquake?

A slender, 6'0+ blonde-haired, blue eyed white devil (female) in her late 20s - early 30s stared intently and seductively at me as I walked past her at this crosswalk on 02/12/24 at about 6:15 PM, but I didn't return her gaze (I'm uninterested in white devils). Then I had a thought that I've previously had while in this hell hole (on these islands) and it was this, "these crackers are reading my blogs which contain my beliefs about interracial relationships, specifically native Hawaiians and interracial relationships yet they seem to disregard this when they encounter me. I guess my physical attractiveness overrides their rational mind (their mind that should prevent them from finding me attractive) and lets their emotional mind run wild (drives them to want to jump my bones wherever they meet me)."
Like this goofball, I think she said, "he didn't graduate" as I passed her.

Sara said, "that's what I was thinking...poor, shoeless, Mexican..." this past Sunday (02/18/23). Then she said, "I'm pregnant" under her breath (Sara is in Grey shorts and has her back turned to us while Ruby has her hand on her hip at the front desk). (All I have to do is look at these girls and they wish/hope/dream of me impregnating them!)

A Short List Of Tall Cracker Girls That Have Been Attracted To ME! 
Facially, Ashley Is About A 7.5. This Photo Doesn't Do Her Face Justice!
There Are Many, Many More.

Here's another: 
There Was A Tall 6'0+ Fairly Attractive White (Blond-Haired, Blue Eyed German) Waitress That Worked Here From About 2008-2014 That Was Attracted To ME. I Would Sometimes See Her At The Carlsbad 24 Hour Fitness. She Was Pictured In The Above Instagram At One Time. Do You Know Who I Speak Of?

Friday, April 4, 2025

Tijuana Taxicab Driver!

 

This Wasn't An Apartment Of Mine. This Was A White Friend's Apartment. Carl Skinner Isn't Recording Music (He's A Mexican Misfit, Goofball). He's Listening To The Music I'm Playing! I Last Saw Carl Skinner In 2014 At My Father's Funeral And Prior To That I Last Saw Him In 2004! Read About Him Here THERE IS NO OTHER THAN ME : Criminal Manne And Here THERE IS NO OTHER THAN ME : 34 "Steven Married A Slave" - Dick Dag In Reference To Steven Marrying An Unintelligent, Unattractive Mexican From The Barrio That Steven Can Thoroughly Dominate And Dictate (Have Complete Control Over, Have At His Beck And Call And She Can't Cook Worth A Damn!).

Jared's mother is 25% Hawaiian and has no ties to Hawaii. She's a racially admixed Californian. Jarod's grandfather was 50% Hawaiian and born in California but made some connections in Hawaii while living and working there in the 70s. (Jarod's grandfather is a product of ancestral Hawaii, not modern, multicultural Hawaii.

Jarod is NOT FILIPINO, at least not culturally. His mother is 25% Filipino but knows nothing about Filipino culture, only had two Filipino friends her entire life, and in fact isn't too fond of Filipinos. (We have no ties to the Philippines because our father had no ties to the Philippines.)


Our father didn't name his children. He left that and other parenting roles to our mother. Nor did our father pass much Hawaiian culture onto his children. Our father was just an average white American from Los Angeles that would badger, belittle, and beat the shit out of his children. (Besides my brother Richie, my siblings and I don't really identify as Hawaiian.)

 I'VE REOPENED BLOG POSTS. PERUSE THEM. THIS PAST TUESDAY (11/19/24) AT ABOUT 7 PM A FAIRLY GOOD LOOKING, 6 FOOT, LOWER CLASS*, LOW IQ, LIGHT-SKINNED MEXICAN MTS TROLLEY TRANSIT SECURITY GUARD SAID TO ME, "YOU LOOK MEXICAN" WHICH REVEALED HIS UNFAMILIARITY WITH NON-MEXICANS (THE ONLY PEOPLE HE KNOWS ARE MEXICANS), HIS INABILITY TO DISTINGUISH RACIAL FACIAL CHARACTERISTICS, AND HIS BELIEF THAT I WAS NO DIFFERENT THAN HE ("YOU'RE MEXICAN JUST LIKE ME. YOU'RE NO BETTER THAN ME.")! https://www.youtube.com/@veronicadagampat1608 THIS MAY HAVE INFLUENCED HIM AS WELL. AGAIN, THIS GIRL IS NOT RELATED TO MY PARENTS, SIBLINGS, AND I!https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-JEm5ILxtkA THIS INFLUENCED HIM, TOO. HE CONTINUED TO ASK TO SEE MY HAND WHENEVER I MOVED MY HAND TOWARDS MY POCKET TO PLACE MY HAND IN MY POCKET. WHEN THEY WERE DONE CITING ME I LOOKED DIRECTLY AT THE FAIRLY GOOD LOOKING, 6 FOOT, LOWER CLASS, LOW IQ, LIGHT-SKINNED MEXICAN AND SAID "NOW, DO YOU WANT TO FOLLOW ME OVER THERE (AS I LOOKED AT THE STAIRCASE THAT LEADS TO A TUNNEL THAT CONNECTS TRAVELERS TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE TRACK) BECAUSE I'M GOING TO USE THIS HAND TO BEGIN MASTURBATING OVER THERE" WHILE I SHOWED HIM MY HAND! (DALLAS MENTIONS SOMETHING ABOUT CONTINUALLY TOUCHING A STOVE!) (THE MTS TRANSIT AUTHORITIES KNOW OF ME (MY PREVIOUS INFRACTIONS) AND HAD BEEN WATCHING ME ALL DAY THAT DAY! THIS IS THE REASON A NUMBER OF THEM SURROUNDED ME ON 11/19/24, QUESTIONED ME, AND FINALLY CITED ME FOR POSSESSING AN OPEN CONTAINER OF BEER!

"higher overall number of siblings (female fecundity effect) predicted higher probability of asexuality in men

HE SEEMS NOT TO REALIZE THAT I MOCK MEXICANS AND THAT THE VULGAR SPANISH PHRASES THAT I USE ON THIS BLOG AND IN YAHOO EMAILS ARE EXPRESSIONS THAT I'VE HEARD CRASS, LOWER CLASS MEXICANS FROM THE BARRIO USE IN THE STREETS!

*HE'S LIKELY DESCENDED FROM PARENTS FROM MEXICO AND COMES FROM A MEXICAN BARRIO (NATIONAL CITY OR CHULA VISTA). HENCE THE MENIAL, LOW STATUS WORK THAT HE PERFORMS.

NOT FILIPINO, NOT HAWAIIAN, AND DEFINTELY NOT MEXICAN. WE'RE JUST UGLY AMERICANS.

**WHEN YOU READ THE BLOG POSTS ABOUT ME AND MY FAMILY MAKE SURE YOU REALIZE HOW UNIQUE MY FATHER, MOTHER, BROTHERS, AND SISTERS ARE (RACIALLY AND SOCIOCULTURALLY UNLIKE ANY HUMANS THAT HAVE BEEN PREVIOUSLY CREATED AND UNLIKE ANY HUMANS YOU HAVE EVER ENCOUNTERED).

Thursday, April 3, 2025

All About You - 2 Paco

 

This is me. I'm a nice little boy whose life, because of certain personality traits and bad luck, hasn't gone the way it should have.

My IQ is in the ~120 range*. I've been tested 3 times. I speak less intelligently and less intellectually when interacting with low IQ, lower class people (like the kind I'm currently living among).


I was my father's favored son. Accordingly, he invested extensive amounts of time, energy, and money into me (he pampered and coddled me). Additionally, I was well known and well respected from an early age. Why? because I was highly athletic, intelligent, attractive, had a good disposition, and came from a relatively wealthy, high status family. However, because of psychological and behavioral traits (aggression, risk-taking, non-conformity, etc. leading me to associate with the wrong peer group) and bad luck, I've fallen in status and socioeconomic status and I'm now living a life far below my potential and unlike what I'm accustomed to (I continue to repeat this throughout my blog because many of you seem not to realize this or want to believe this).

My Right Thumb Got Involved In My Release Leading To Sidespin. The Only Fingers That The Ball Should Be Coming Off Of At Release Are The Index Finger And, To A Lesser Extent, The Middle Finger. ☝🏿 (My Shooting Coach - Gery Dagampat - Had Been Out Of My Life For 4 Years Since He'd Been Traveling The Country For Business Related Purposes!)
Talk To The Mano!

Had I stayed at one high school and maintained the GPA I had as a freshman and sophomore (3.6+) I would have never attended SDSU** and thus had to deal with the lower socioeconomic Mexicans, Filipinos, Blacks, and Poor, Liberal White Trash like you. (Liberal Cracker, I'm Going To Call Today At About 3 PM. Be Sure To Answer So That You Can Listen To ME To Determine What Social Class And What Peer Group Influenced ME.)

I Just Got Removed From An Airplane Because I Had An Outburst And Ignored A Flight Attendant. This Is The 2nd Ticket This Weekend That I've Thrown Away (At Least $500* Down The Drain).

*My Father And Mother Have Invested Over A Million Dollars In Me (Over A Million SPENT On ME In Regard To Schooling, Apartments, Cars, Trips, Money, Money, Money Given To ME, Legal Fees, Money, Money, Money Given To ME, Legal Fees, Money, Money, Money Given To ME, Etc.) And I've Done Nothing Productive With It. As A Matter Of Fact, I've Been A Disappointment And Burden On Them (They Should Have Never Had ME). This Is Why I'd Like To End My Life***. I Just Don't Have The Courage To Do It. Hopefully I Pissed Enough People Off And One Of Them Can Do It For ME!

**I would have attended a UC or a private school where people from my social class attend school and where the majority of my white and Asian acquaintances attended school (UCs and private schools).

Saying that suicide is adaptive may also sound odd to you from an evolutionary perspective, because on the surface it seems to fly in the face of evolution’s first rule of thumb, which is to survive and reproduce. However, as William Hamilton’s famous principle of inclusive fitness elucidated so clearly, it is the proportion of one’s genetic material surviving in subsequent generations that matters; and so if the self’s survival comes at the expense of one’s genetic kin being able to pass on their genes, then sacrificing one’s life for a net genetic gain may have been adaptive ancestrally.

...

For the mathematically disinclined, this can all be translated rather straightforwardly as follows: People are most likely to commit suicide when their direct reproductive prospects are discouraging and, simultaneously, their continued existence is perceived, whether correctly or incorrectly, as reducing inclusive fitness by interfering with their genetic kin’s reproduction. Importantly, deCatanzaro, as well as other independent researchers, have presented data that support this adaptive model.

https://blogs.scientificamerican.com/bering-in-mind/sex-and-suicide-why-do-more-men-than-women-kill-themselves/

Most people who kill themselves actually lived better-than-average lives. Suicide rates are higher in nations with higher standards of living than in less prosperous nations; higher in US states with a better quality of life; higher in societies that endorse individual freedoms; higher in areas with better weather; in areas with seasonal change, they are higher during the warmer seasons; and they’re higher among college students that have better grades and parents with higher expectations.

Baumeister argues that such idealistic conditions actually heighten suicide risk because they often create unreasonable standards for personal happiness, thereby rendering people more emotionally fragile in response to unexpected setbacks. So, when things get a bit messy, such people, many of whom appear to have led mostly privileged lives, have a harder time coping with failures. “A large body of evidence,” writes the author, “is consistent with the view that suicide is preceded by events that fall short of high standards and expectations, whether produced by past achievements, chronically favorable circumstances, or external demands.” For example, simply being poor isn’t a risk factor for suicide. But going rather suddenly from relative prosperity to poverty has been strongly linked to suicide. Likewise, being a lifelong single person isn’t a risk factor either, but the transition from marriage to the single state places one at significant risk for suicide. Most suicides that occur in prison and mental hospital settings occur within the first month of confinement, during the initial period of adjustment to loss of freedom. Suicide rates are lowest on Fridays and highest on Mondays; they also drop just before the major holidays and then spike sharply immediately after the holidays. Baumeister interprets these patterns as consistent with the idea that people’s high expectations for holidays and weekends materialize, after the fact, as bitter disappointments.

https://blogs.scientificamerican.com/bering-in-mind/sex-and-suicide-why-do-more-men-than-women-kill-themselves/


P.S. DON'T FORGET THE QUOTES I'VE ATTRIBUTED TO PEOPLE. I CAN ACCURATELY READ ALL OF YOU. FOR INSTANCE:
"NO ONE...BUM [HOMELESS]...POOR [NO MONEY]...MENTALLY ILL, RACIST ALCOHOLIC...GET OUTTA HERE..." - McKENNA SAID THIS AS SHE DROVE PAST ME IN HER FATHER'S RED TRUCK PICTURED ABOVE WHILE I STOOD IN FRONT OF THE TARGET IN KANEOHE! I DON'T THINK McKENNA THINKS I'M AS GOOD AT BASKETBALL AS I'VE ADVERTISED ON THIS BLOG.
"Snitch...No Money...Nobody...Medication Taking Mexican...Shoeless...Can't Shoot [A Basketball]...Let's Jump Him...Go Home, Fag!"- Rayden. Rayden Said This Under His Breath As He Turned His Back To ME When He Saw ME Walk Into The Kilauea Gym https://www.instagram.com/explore/locations/245391343/kilauea-gym/

The Japanese Guy That Operates The League Was Told That I Was Approaching The Gym By One Of His Associates (I'm Being Watched Around The Clock) And As I Made My Way Through The Parking Lot To The Gym The Japanese Guy Made His Way To His Car To Retrieve A Deflated Basketball From The Trunk Of His Car Then Carried It Into The Gym. Why A Deflated Basketball? See Above Link!
"He Looks Mexican" - The East Asian Girlfriend Of Part Hawaiian Tristan From Kahaluu!
*This along with other factors (the fact that I was exposed to a variety of people of different social classes and ethnic backgrounds) allows me to read all of you!

Thursday, February 20, 2025

Center Of Attention - Fillmoe Marvin & Forty Bellafonte

  

The Charles Krauthammer Of Fictional Detectives! 
Rapunzel, Rapunzel

Kinsey is able to jump into her car and travel to distant places in search of clues; I can't do that. I'm not entirely confined to my home - I do get out occasionally - but my physical stamina is so limited that I seldom venture farther than the local library or office supply store. When I go to the hospital for tests, my husband pushes me around in a wheelchair.

But there are fictional detectives more handicapped than I...
...

It was a random event of a much less memorable sort that changed the course of my life and led me to become a writer of books and articles about psychology. I had a friend who had a dog she needed to find a home for, and I helped her write an ad for the classified section of her local newspaper. A few months later she needed help rewriting an article that had been turned down by a psychology journal - my friend was an assistant professor of psychology at Rutgers University - and she thought of me. "You have a way with words," she told me. Her opinion was based on the ad I had helped her write, a classified ad about a dog. The shortest writing job I've ever had. It started me on the path that ended up here.

On second thought, perhaps I would have become a writer anyway. At any rate, writing the classified ad was only one link - one zig where I might have zagged - in a long chain of thorns and flowers that may or may not have been randomI probably wouldn't have become a writer if I hadn't been rejected by my peers for a crucial four years of my childhood. Those years as a social outcast turned me into an introvert; previously I had been a boisterous, outgoing child. If my parents had decided to buy a house in some other community, perhaps my schoolmates wouldn't have rejected me. When, after four years, my family moved to a different part of the country, I stopped being an outcast. But by then the link had been forged; my personality had changed.

Personality can change; evidence from large numbers of subjects shows that it can change, to some extent, even in adulthood, if one's circumstances change. But it is considerably more plastic, more flexible, in childhood. Children are adaptable. They adapt to their society, their culture - they become socialized. And they also adapt to their individual circumstances, as I adapted to being a social outcast. (No Two Alike)

Now, How Does This Apply To ME? Well, I Didn't Like To Read And I Didn't Read When I Was In Elementary, Junior High, High School, And College Because I Didn't Know How To Read When I Was In Elementary, Junior High, High School, And College. But Now I've Created Blogs That Are Solely Based On The Passages I've Taken From The Books I've Read. When, Why, And How Did This Transformation Occur? I Think It May Have Begun Around 2003-2004 When I'd Gotten My 2nd DUI And Had My Driving Privileges (License) Revoked, Which Led To My Social Life Taking A Dive, While The Amount Of Alone Time And Reading I Did Increased (I No Longer Had The Freedom And Independence To Go Wherever I Liked, Whenever I Liked, So I Was Home Bound For Large Amounts Of Time, Isolated From Friends, And Turned To Books, Newspapers, And Magazines For Pleasure). This Transformation Accelerated Once I Got My 3rd DUI In 2006 And Was Forced To Do 3 Months In Jail* Where I SPENT The Majority Of Time Reading Whatever I Could Get My Hands On, Including Whatever Was Sent To ME! TO BE CONTINUED...

*I Enjoy Jail Now That I've Become A Reader (Reeder). I Look Forward To Going There (Jail) Because It Gives ME The Peace And Quiet As Well As The Isolation And Seclusion I Need To Do A Lot Of Reading (To Read All Of The Books I'd Like To Read Without Having The Distractions Of The Outside World, The Distractions Of The Outside World That Would Take ME Away** From My Readings!) 

**TAKE ME AWAY

 

Don't devalue yourself in an attempt to show someone how valuable you are.
Girl Fan, This Is My Form Of Costly Signaling! I'm So Certain Of The Superiority Of My Genes And Background That I Can Expound Upon And Endorse Unconventional And Unappealing Beliefs On These Blogs (AtheisticSexistRacist, Classist Beliefs) And Guys Will Still Respect ME And Gals Will Still Want To Have SEX With ME (Like They Always Have)! 

The highest level of status signalling is self-handicapping - actions/behaviors/ beliefs that would hurt you if you weren't so high to begin with (like luxury beliefs ). Believing our own BS () makes these signaling tactics more convincing/effective

Replying to and
"In other words, sometimes the strongest signal is refusing to play the signaling game (which itself sends a signal. There’s no escaping signaling)... [but] only if you’re already a highly respected person."

https://twitter.com/robkhenderson/status/1268152876414763009

The swift reversal on social distancing reveals how beliefs work People tend to evaluate a belief based on 1. the prestige of the speaker expressing it 2. the number of people in their social group expressing it

THIS IS WHY NOBODY TAKES ME OR MY BLOGS SERIOUSLY!

The educated class would never have listened to a word I said or wrote when I was making minimum wage washing dishes or when I was a lowly enlisted recruit. But now that I have a few credentials, they find a new tactic to dismiss. Don’t underestimate them.

THIS IS WHY NOBODY TAKES ME OR MY BLOGS SERIOUSLY!

Reading books > scrolling through social media
Simple minds don't know higher things for entertainment. Higher education makes simple jokes & simple work, simple people unattractive, because only intellectual things stimulate the mind.

This Is What All Of You Look Like To ME When You Play Wit YO Technologies! And Unbeknownst To Most Of You, Your Mind Functions Similarly To The Chimpanzee'sBecause We Humans Are Chimpanzees, After All

Big difference between professional journalism and (most) bloggers/amateur websites -- accountability/responsibility
I'M IRRESPONSIBLE, UNACCOUNTABLE, AND UNACCOUNTED FORE, STEVE.

Anyway, Why Do I Title My Blogs With Rap Lyrics And Then Quote Rapper's Lyrics After Excerpting Passages From Academic Books? So That Rappers, Their Fans, And Other Non-Intellectually And Academically Inclined Blacks, Browns, Yellows, Whites, Reds, Etc. Are Lured Into Reading My Blog Posts And To Draw Similarities Between What Rappers Say And What Evolutionary Psychologists Say About Human Nature. In Other Words, To Find Commonality Between Rap Lyrics And Evolutionary Psychology (The Evolutionary Motive Behind Rappers Lyrics)! 

WHY IS THERE PORN ON MY LOVE BLOG? SO THAT THERE'S A VISUAL IMAGE  OF WHAT I EXCERPT FROM ACADEMIC BOOKS ABOUT SEX AND SEXUAL DEVIANCE.

WHY ARE THERE 2 PORN VIDEOS IN MY 1ST BLOG POST ON MY COLLEGE BLOG? BECAUSE I WANT TO DRAW YOU PEOPLE IN, SO THAT YOU READ THE SCIENCE. AREN'T YOU GETTING IT?

WHY DO I USE MULTIPLE COLORS WHEN WRITING THIS SHIT? I DO IT FOR THE SAME REASONS STATED ABOVETHIS SHIT (THIS ACADEMIC SHIT) TO MOST PEOPLE IS BORINGSO TO CAPTURE YOUR ATTENTION AND MAKE IT A LITTLE MORE INTERESTING ADD COLORLYRICS, AND PORN TO IT (THE ACADEMIC SHIT)DON'T YOU GET IT

I ADD PHOTOS THAT I RANDOMLY COME ACROSS ONLINE OF GIRLS' FACES AND BODIES SO THAT YOU'RE DRAWN TO THE SCIENCE THAT ACCOMPANIES THEIR PHOTOS. NO, I DON'T SMOKE WEED. NO, I DON'T MAKE PORNOGRAPHY OR CONDONE THE MAKING OF IT (I JUST WATCH IT SO THAT I CAN LEARN SEXUAL TECHNIQUE IN CASE I EVER FIND MYSELF ALONE WITH A WOMAN!

BY THE WAY, THERE'S A REASON THESE BLOGS LOOK ABSURD AND WHY I WRITE SELF-REVEALING, EMBARRASSING THINGS ABOUT MYSELF AND FAMILY AND THAT'S BECAUSE, LIKE A TRAIN WRECK, I DON'T WANT MY VIEWERS TO TAKE THEIR EYES OFF OF THEM (THE BLOGS). IN OTHER WORDS, I'VE PURPOSELY WRITTEN THINGS AND MADE THESE BLOGS LOOK RIDICULOUS TO DRAW MAXIMUM ATTENTION TO THEM (SO THAT YOU CONTINUE TO COME BACK AND RELOAD SPECIFIC BLOGPOSTS). NOW READ THE BLOGPOSTS BENEATH THIS ONE! 
Why Do I Add The Email Addresses Of Professors And Researchers To My Yahoo Contact List? So That I'm Reminded To Read Their Books, Dummies!

 Jul 2 

Beware of the intellectual who has a new book. They will try to apply the book’s ideas to *everything*.

I JUST CHECKED OUT A NEW BOOK!

*Bryan Caplan voice* - "education signals more than brains and work ethic. It also signals conformity—submission to social expectations... Without a conventional diploma, “I took a bunch of online classes” is almost as worthless in the labor market as “I read lots of blogs.”"
I READ A LOT OF BOOKS AND I READ PEOPLES' MINDS.
Most people don't read → if you read books at all, you are more educated than most Even among those who read, most haven't read a book on X. If you read one book on X, you know more about it than the vast majority Read 2–3 books on one topic (X), and you're practically an expert

NOW THAT YOU'RE ALL LOOKING AT THIS BLOGPOST LET ME SUPPORT THIS SENTENCE: 'THE MORE OFFSPRING YOU PRODUCEESPECIALLY THE MORE VARIED (DIFFERENT MOTHERS IF YOU'RE A MALE, DIFFERENT FATHERS IF YOU'RE A FEMALE) AND THE HIGHER THE GENETIC QUALITY OF THOSE OFFSPRING THE MORE OF A WINNER YOU ARE IN EVOLUTIONS GAME' WITH SCIENCE: What's the payoff for females of mating with more than one male?...there is the prospect of increasing genetic diversity of one's offspringMore different males = a greater variety of sperm = more genetic variety among one's offspring = higher long-term reproductive success if the environment changes in the future. Which, of course, it always does. (Strange Bedfellows)
This is extremely interesting. More genetic variation means more scope for future evolution.
It's true that living things evolve to become better adapted to their environment, but this isn't 'progress'...because environments are always changing

To begin with, many people are defensive and afraid of psychology, explains John Jost. No one wants to sit next to a psychologist on an airplane. And most people are afraid to think about the possibility that their most cherished beliefs might have a psychological basis, rather than simply a basis in fact. And when you mix that knee-jerk defensiveness about psychological introspection with political ideology, it's pretty explosive.
(The Republican Brain)

Why we react to inconvenient truths as if they were personal insults:
    As the biologist William Hamilton once remarked, evolutionary thinking about human behavior is not difficult in the way that doing physics is. It does not require highly sophisticated mathematics, elaborate instrumentation, or difficult chains of logic. Viewing human behavior through a Darwinian lens is difficult because it radically undermines cherished illusions about human natureIt leads us to violate mental taboosto enter no-go areasto open the book of forbidden knowledgeIt is "socially unthinkable," exposing the raw nerves of our relationships with one another and revealing the complex manipulative strategies that oil the wheels of societyThinking biologically about human nature means dismantling shared illusions. (Why We Lie)    

    "The desire for truth can clash with other motives...Espousing unpopular views often transforms you into an unpopular person. Few want to be pariahs, so they self-censor...The temptation is to balance being right and being liked"

    I WRITE WHATEVER I LIKE (THE SCIENTIFIC TRUTH) WHETHER OR NOT YOU LIKE IT!

    “If you intend to write as truthfully as you can, your days as a member of polite society are numbered."
    ADIOSADIEU! AUFWIEDERSEHEN! GESUNDHEITSAYONARA!

    My PhD advisor told me to put a ten dollar bill between the pages of my thesis in the university library. "So I can check to see if anyone read it?", I asked. "No, of course no one will read it," he replied, "but when you come back into town you'll always have money for lunch."
    EATON!

    1. “'How smart do you have to be to cope with genuine college-level material?'...No more than 20 percent of students have that level of academic ability...Higher education is intellectually too demanding for most young people'"

    I THINK A LOT OF THE PASSAGES I'VE EXCERPTED FROM POPULAR SCIENCE BOOKS ARE TOO COMPLEX FOR THE MAJORITY OF YOU TO TRULY GRASP!
    I DON'T RESPECT THE SCHOLARSHIP OR CREDENTIALS OF STUDENTS THAT ATTEND RELIGIOUS UNIVERSITIES. WHY? BECAUSE THOSE UNIVERSITIES DON'T OFFER COURSES IN HUMAN EVOLUTIONPRIMATOLOGYBEHAVIOR GENETICSNEUROSCIENCEEVOLUTIONARY THEORY, ETC. THAT DISCREDIT RELIGION AND PROVIDE STUDENTS WITH A MORE ACCURATE VIEW OF HUMAN NATURE AND HUMAN SOCIETY. IN FACT, I LOOK AT THESE SCHOOLS THE SAME WAY I LOOK AT TRADE SCHOOLS OR VOCATIONAL SCHOOLS - AS MEANS TO GAIN KNOWLEDGE ABOUT A PROFESSION BY FOCUSING ON A NARROW FIELD (BUSINESS FOR INSTANCE) WITHOUT INTRODUCING THE STUDENTS TO IDEAS THAT HELP THEM MAKE BETTER SENSE OF THEIR LIFE AND THE WORLD THEY LIVE IN.

    YES👏🏼 "Once we decide that the main purpose of college is to obtain a job, we inevitably diminish its other goals. Students come through to get their ticket stamped, not to get a deeper understanding of the world."

    17. Bullshit Jobs (actual name): Most modern jobs are meaningless, with the majority of labor yielding no tangible real-world impact. The aimlessness of work leaves people unfulfilled, and, since one’s job is considered one’s identity, it also costs them their self-worth.



    Gets to a point where you just gotta laugh at the bullshit!!

    NOW READ ALL OF THE RACIST BULLSHIT BELOW. LOL!