Imma Beat You Like You Stole Somethin' - Iroccelle in the Last Son(G)

Colleen Sullivan (@colleensullivan1) • Instagram photos and videos

"I CAN'T BELIEVE IT" - COLLEEN. COLLEEN SAID THIS DURING THURSDAY'S (06/18/26) 5 PM BROADCAST. COLLEEN DOESN'T WANT TO BELIEVE ALL OF THE TRUTHFUL STATEMENTS THAT I'VE WRITTEN ABOUT MY NOW TWO DECEASED SIBLINGS (TINA AND GERY), SPECIFICALLY THAT BOTH TINA AND GERY WERE HIGH LEVEL EXECUTIVES WITH TINA OUTEARNING HER HUSBAND JEFF LUCAS AND GERY MAKING AROUND $500,000 + A YEAR. I'M GOING TO SPEAK TO MY MOTHER LATER TODAY TO ASK HER ABOUT THE BUSINESS TINA WAS WORKING FOR THAT PAID HER THIS SALARY. IN THE MEANTIME, READ BELOW TO LEARN WHY BOTH OF MY SIBLINGS DIED PREMATURELY (THEY MADE THE HIGHEST INCOMES AND HAD THE HIGHEST STATUS JOBS OUT OF ALL OF MY SIBLINGS, BUT DIED THE EARLIEST).

  THERE IS NO OTHER THAN ME : The Watcher - C-Bo Loc

Gery coached all of my basketball teams and we won everything. This team beat Breon's (Breon Ansley “The Black Swan” (@breonma_) • Instagram photos and videos) team to win it all. All of my friends* (at that time I had hundreds of them) knew Gery.  As an aside, the lone Asian kid is named Mike Lee. Mike Lee is Jaxon Fang's cousin. 

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https://x.com/idyllicmusing/status/2061867070984188127 I've NEVER had a female friend! Mike Magpayo was one of my hundreds of friends at that time and Mike Magpayo (not pictured) was on this team. Speaking of Mike Magpayo, why do you think he got into coaching? because of the basketball influence that my father and brother Gery had on him.

My siblings and I lived in a tiny, cramped home. We were a very, very POOR Mexican family. (Tomorrow I'll share one story about my father brutalizing my sister Tina and one story about my father brutalizing my brother Gery!)

ALLOW ME TO REPEAT SOMETHING TO ALL OF YOU. MY FATHER WAS RAISED BY A POOR, PHYSICALLY ABUSIVE, NEGLECTFUL, ALCOHOLIC HAWAIIAN WOMAN IN AN IMPOVERISHED, CRIME AND GANG INFESTED NEIGHBORHOOD. THIS EARLY ENVIRONMENT (Breaking the Cycle of Childhood Abuse | Psychology Today) LED TO HE DEVELOPING SPECIFIC PERSONALITY AND BEHAVIORAL TRAITS - CANTANKEROUSNESS, QUICK-TEMPEREDNESS, COLD-HEARTEDNESS, CRUELNESS, AND ABUSIVENESS. HE THEN EMPLOYED THESE PERSONALITY AND BEHAVIORAL TRAITS TOWARDS THE REARING OF HIS CHILDREN (CONSTANTLY BERATING HIS CHILDREN (The Long-Term, Underappreciated Damage of Verbal Abuse | Psychology Today), CONSTANTLY BELITTLING HIS CHILDREN, CONSTANTLY BEATING HIS CHILDREN (OFTENTIMES SEVERELY), AND NEVER SHOWING HIS CHILDREN AFFECTION OR APPROVAL). THIS PARENTING STYLE AND THE SUBSEQUENT HOME ENVIRONMENT THAT IT CREATED -A HOSTILE, VOLATILE, CONTENTIOUS, AND CHAOTIC HOUSEHOLD - RESULTED IN HIS CHILDREN DEVELOPING A NUMBER OF DETRIMENTAL PHYSICAL AND MENTAL CHARACTERISTICS. THE UNTIMELY DEATH OF MY SIBLINGS TINA AND GERY EPITOMIZES THE CONSEQUENCES OF THIS ATYPICAL UPBRINGING.

Are Adult Survivors of Child Abuse Ever Fully Healed? | Psychology Today

Childhood adversity associated with heightened risk of early death

Across all three groups, people with a history of childhood adversity were more likely to die from any cause than those without such a history. The association was strongest among adults with diabetes. In this group, individuals with ACE exposure had a mortality risk more than five times higher than those without ACEs. The hazard ratio was 5.59, meaning they were over five times as likely to die during the study period. This result was statistically significant, with a confidence interval ranging from 3.32 to 9.41.

In the hypertension group, the increase in mortality risk was smaller but still significant. Individuals with ACE exposure had a 74 percent higher risk of death, with a hazard ratio of 1.74. The confidence interval for this group ranged from 1.22 to 2.47.

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“We were surprised by the magnitude of the mortality risk associated with diabetes among individuals exposed to childhood adversity—it was even higher than for many other major health conditions,” Lin told PsyPost. “This finding suggests that chronic stress in early life may interact with metabolic and inflammatory pathways, amplifying vulnerability to diseases like diabetes that have lifelong consequences. It highlights the complex interplay between psychological trauma and physical health.”

These results suggest that ACEs may contribute to physiological dysfunction and accelerate disease progression, especially in conditions like diabetes that are already affected by inflammation and stress. The patterns were consistent across groups, indicating that ACEs may act as an independent risk factor for early death even when medical conditions are taken into account.

“Childhood adversity is not just an emotional or psychological issue—it is a major determinant of life expectancy,” Lin said. “We found that individuals exposed to adversity in childhood face a significantly elevated risk of premature death, on par with traditional health risk factors like smoking or obesity. This means that preventing and addressing early adversity should be viewed as a public health priority, not just a mental health one.”

Childhood trauma leaves a lasting mark on biological systems, study finds

Adverse childhood experiences (ACEs) are potentially traumatic events that occur during childhood and can have lasting effects on health and well-being. They typically include experiences such as abuse, neglect, and household dysfunction before the age of 18. Examples include physical, emotional, or sexual abuse, emotional or physical neglect, and exposure to domestic violence. They also include growing up in a household with substance abuse, mental illness, parental incarceration, or parental separation.

Research shows that the more ACEs a person experiences, the higher their risk for mental and physical health problems later in life. High ACE exposure has been associated with depression, anxiety, substance misuse, and increased risk of chronic diseases.

One key mechanism is chronic activation of the stress response, which can affect brain development and immune functioning. However, not everyone who experiences ACEs develops negative outcomes, because protective factors such as supportive relationships and stable environments can promote resilience.

Study author Armine Abrahamyan and her colleagues wanted to estimate the allostatic load of 13-year-olds and evaluate whether exposure to ACEs during the first decade of life may be associated with it. Allostatic load is the cumulative physiological “wear and tear” on the body that results from repeated or chronic activation of the stress response systems.

Over time, this prolonged stress-related activation can dysregulate multiple biological systems—such as cardiovascular, metabolic, immune, and renal systems—thereby increasing the risk for various physical and mental health problems.

Childhood trauma is linked to different aging patterns in the midlife brain

Victims of childhood abuse are biologically older than their peers in midlife, study indicates

Childhood trauma linked to biological aging and gaze avoidance

Amazon.com: Old Before Their Time: A Scientific Life Investigating How Maltreatment Harms Children and the Adults They Become: 9781032974828: Putnam, Frank W.: Books

Childhood Disrupted: How Your Biography Becomes Your Biology, and How You Can Heal: Nakazawa, Donna Jackson: 9781476748368: Amazon.com: Books

The Impact of Early Life Trauma on Health and Disease: The Hidden Epidemic: 9780521880268: Medicine & Health Science Books @ Amazon.com

The Biology of Early Life Stress: Understanding Child Maltreatment and Trauma (Child Maltreatment Solutions Network): 9783319725888: Medicine & Health Science Books @ Amazon.com

Amazon.com: Adverse Childhood Experiences and Their Life-Long Impact: 9780323858533: Rokach PhD, Ami, Clayton, Shauna: Books

The lifelong shadow of violence: a barrier to healthy ageing - ScienceDirect

Consequences of Child Abuse and Neglect - New Directions in Child Abuse and Neglect Research - NCBI Bookshelf

Childhood abuse and neglect, and mortality risk in adulthood: A systematic review and meta-analysis - ScienceDirect

Time Does Not Heal All Wounds: Older Adults Who Experienced Childhood Adversities Have Higher Odds of Mood, Anxiety, and Personality Disorders - ScienceDirect

Scubi Hasegawa didn't like Gery's arrogance, assertiveness, and aggressiveness (belligerence). The Wilon family from Ohio expressed their condolences as well as the Monahan family from Ohio Arthur Monahan Obituary (2010) - San Luis Obispo, CA - San Luis Obispo County Tribune.

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Rob Henderson

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"The appearance of weakness often brings out people's aggressive side, making them drop strategy and prudence for an emotional and violent attack...Once it is too late...they found out the hard way that you are not so weak after all." https://a.co/d/5BPVwJj

A SIMILAR PSYCHOLOGICAL PHENOMENON OCCURS WHEN RIVALS FIND THAT A HIGH-RANKING MEMBER OF ONE'S FAMILY HAS PASSED (SUCH AS THE PASSING OF MY SISTER TINA AND BROTHER GERY). (READ ABOUT A PINOT NAMED JAY IN THE BELOW BLOG POST. JAY'S NOTICED THAT TWO OF MY SIBLINGS HAVE RECENTLY PASSED AND NOW WANTS ME TO PASS (HE'D LIKE TO PLAY A ROLE IN MY PASSING)!)

P.S.

See the Mexican to the left? His name is Carlos Vargas. Carlos had children with our cousin Reiko (the Filipino/Japanese looking female directly in front of him). See the Mexican looking female in the very foreground? That's our cousin Renette. Renette had a child with another Mexican named Cel (Cel Castro - Aloha Limousine Service | LinkedIn). My brothers Gery and Richie beat the shit out of Cel and nearly beat the shit out of Carlos. This is just one of many, many, many mens that Gery and Richie put hands on!

THERE IS NO OTHER THAN ME : "Big Wy From The Inglewood Crime Family"

"NOBODY" - Mostly White, But Part Hawaiian Rayden. Rayden Suddenly Said This Without Any Prompting While We Were Playing Basketball On The Same Team At The Kailua District Park Gym Two Wednesdays Ago (06/10/26) At About 6 PM. Rayden Was Referring To Both ME And My Brother Gery!

Rayden has seen me play poorly against average to below average players (all of the players that play at 24 Hour Fitness) and has extrapolated that play (how I play) to Gery (he thinks Gery and I are similar both physically and mentally). What Rayden fails to realize is that I'm about 20 years past my playing prime*, so the way I now play is dissimilar to how I once played. Secondly, if he'd seen me and Gery playing in our youth (teens and twenties) against elite players (BLACKS THAT PLAYED COLLEGE BASKETBALL**) he'd change his mind. Lastly, I play down to the level of the competition. So, if I'm playing against mediocre players or worse (like all of the players that play at 24 Hour Fitness) I typically don't play as well as I can because I'm less challenged and less motivated (WHEN I PLAY AGAINST HIGHLY ATHLETIC, SKILLED BLACKS YOU GET A DIFFERENT VERSION OF ME). Anyway, after playing poorly this past Wednesday (06/17/26) a young G00K on my team (he was a decent player and led our team in scoring) said, "he doesn't play." I think my poor play and these videos  https://www.youtube.com/@j.f.699 gave him that idea.

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An older (in her 60s), wrinkling NIP (Japanese woman) at one of the checkout tables said to me when I got to the table, "are you going to read those books to your dog?" I responded to her sarcastically ('no, I'm going to feed them to my dog') and after walking away from her she said to her fellow female volunteer, "he stutters" (https://x.com/Psikobilim_/status/2064464997523022255). I think she'd been watching me as I browsed their selection as I talked to myself and may have thought that I was going to steal the books and the money in the cash registers. (The UGLY, aging NIP also told me "Everything's half off tomorrow", implying that I wouldn't be able to pay for all of the books that I wanted if the price wasn't half off!)

There's a Pinot that workouts out here. The Pinot's name is Jay. Jay is a carpenter from Kalihi, stands about 5'6, and is heavily tattooed (not Polynesian tattoos). Jay is very quiet, however, I've spoken to him a few times in the sauna (based on Jay's vocabulary and speaking ability, I reckon that Jay's not too bright). This is what Jay said under his breath yesterday (06/19/26) around 7:05 PM as he looked at me in this section of the gym, "That's what I was thinking [everything he's reading here]...You LOST [https://x.com/sapinker/status/2055256281879851489]...you're UGLY [you look like and move like a monkey]*** and POOR...I'll still jump you [even though you've attempted to befriend me, I'll still beat you up****]". Jay is a low IQ, working class, NOBODY who, like most of the Filipinos in Hawaii, recently arrived from his shithole country (the Philippines) and thus possesses many of the cultural traits from that shithole country (the Philippines) - one such trait being deceptiveness.

*And I don't play pickup games every day like I once did.

**That's the difference between me and the majority of guys that play in these videotaped pickup games. I have the athleticism and skillset to successfully compete against BLACKS THAT HAVE PLAYED COLLEGE BASKETBALL and I and have successfully compete against BLACKS THAT HAVE PLAYED COLLEGE BASKETBALL. (Again, Rayden looks good against these NOBODIES (he's a good set-shooter), but he wouldn't be able to do half of what you see him doing in these videotaped games against BLACKS THAT HAVE PLAYED COLLEGE BASKETBALL. Why? because he doesn't have above average speed, quickness, and jumping ability.)

***Jay is looking at my brother Gery's Facebook page with its pictures of he and my other brothers in older age and thinking that we look ODD. What Jay doesn't know is that my brothers and I are SEXY SONs who, over the course of our lives, have attracted many, many, many females from a variety of different races, including his female co-ethnics (Pilipinas). We just haven't translated all of that attraction into reproductive success because, unlike low IQ immigrants like he, we don't reproduce prodigiously.

****Jay has mistaken my kindness for weakness, and I think Jay thinks he'd beat me in a fight.  

P.S. WHAT I'M HOPING THAT THESE SOUTH PACIFIC SAVAGES ARE COMING TO UNDERSTAND AFTER PERUSING THIS BLOG IS THAT MY FATHER, MOTHER, SISTERS, AND BROTHERS ARE WHITE!

P.P.S. I DON'T LIKE WHAT RAYDEN (Facebook) THINKS OF ME AND MY FAMILY!

For Those Of You That Think My Siblings And I Are Mexican Let ME Tell You What Actual Mexicans Think Of Us (Those Mexicans That Have Gotten To Know Us). Actual Mexicans Don't Consider Us Mexican Because They Recognize That We're Culturally Not Mexican (We Don't Speak Spanish And We Don't Come From Their Mexican Background)! The Same Applies To Filipinos That Have Gotten To Know Us But Even More So! (Filipinos Don't Consider Us Filipino At All)!

"NOT AT ALL" NORA O'DONNELL. WE'RE NOTWEALTHY AT ALL, NORA O'DONNELL.

I played even worse tonight (06/16/26 from 6:00-7:30 PM). I played at the gym pictured above (Kailua District Park Gym) and a Hawaiian/Chinese/Filipino looking kid that works there named Ehu* lit me up. Ehu (0:19 Facebook) hit shot after shot on me while I missed shot after shot and turned the ball over (a short, fat, slow part Hawaiian kid whose name starts with a K shut me down defensively). I considered hanging it up afterwards (quitting the game of basketball for good), but I think I'll give it another week before I make my final decision. (All of this transpired as Heeeeeere's Johnny** Jonny Philbrick goes off with 29 as No. 8 Kailua stuns No. 5 Kahuku – Hawaii Prep World looked on! (I didn't even get a chance to go head-to-head with Johnny. Why should I have? I couldn't even defend Ehu!)

*While driving to the basket, Ehu flared his elbow and nearly hit my nose (I think he was hoping to break my nose). I think Ehu, like the rest of the guys there, would like to jump me. We'll find out next week.) 

**Johnny called me a 'RACIST' under his breath and Ehi said, "That's what I was thinking...he's an alcoholic."

P.S. https://www.facebook.com/reel/1019234874015445 All of the teenage and early-twenty-something boys that play there have seen me miss these easy shots then seen me in real life miss every shot I take, so THEY DON'T RESPECT MY HOOPING ABILITY. This is why many of them don't pass the ball to me and why many of them believe they can score on me incessantly.

There's a couple that workouts out at the 24 Hour Fitness on Bishop Street and King Street. They look as though they can be related to one another because they have similarly colored hair and skin (they have a reddish-brown hair color and a reddish-brown skin color) and similar facial structure, however, they're not related to one another. The male is named Ikaika. Ikaika is about 5'11-6'0, in his mid-late30s, from Molokai, and is likely Hawaiian/East Asian/White. The female is named Tweet and Tweet is about 6'0-6'1, in her late 20s, from Oregon, and is Korean/White. This is what Tweet said under her breath to me last night (06/16/26) around 9:45 PM. "NOBODY [me and my brother GERY are NOBODY]...LOSER [nobody wants you, LOSER]...you have a small dick (https://x.com/Psikobilim_/status/2067547932249759902)...you're too short..." Tweet is attracted to me but recognizes that she'll NEVER have a sexual relationship with me and has therefore resorted to disparaging me (it's psychologically similar to saying to yourself 'I DIDN'T WANT YOU ANYWAY' after being rejected by a person). Why won't I develop a sexual relationship with Tweet? because she's not Hawaiian and, more importantly, she's in a relationship with a guy I know and is only about a 7 on the scale of attractiveness (like many European/East Asian admixtures, she has widely spaced eyes like an alien).

I always stand and squat right next to this fence that guards the sauna's heater (right to the bottom left of this photo). When Tweet entered the sauna around 9:45 PM, I was in a squatting position, and she immediately turned her back to me to close the door. As she did this, she poked her ass out so that her ass was in my face. Why did she do that? To say that iSUCC ASS at the game of basketball.

Photo of Booth District Park - Updated August, 2013 — Yelp

I played at this gym tonight (06/16/26) from about 6-7:30 PM and there was a chubby Nip there in his  early-mid 30s named Kevin from Kaneohe. Kevin is a decent player (he lacks height, length, quickness, and leaping ability, but he was a decent player). This is what Kevin said, "Is he SWEET [GAY]?...He touches kids [pedophile]...T00T [he was expecting me to pass gas as I played]...NOBODY...he wasn't that G00D [at basketball]...he has no money...missing teeth...balding [he and his brothers are balding]...JAKE (I heard him say JAKE several times along with the words 'COP' and 'SNITCH')..."  I spoke to Kevin for a little while before we played  and I think he was attempting to get a read on me and maybe even fool me into thinking that we could be friends.I think Kevin has previously seen me walking throughout Kaneohe!

(2) Dan Go on X: "This stretch should be mandatory for desk workers: It's called the Asian Squat. This exercise is a signal of ankle, knee, hip mobility, and leg strength, strongly correlating to independence, fall risk, and longevity as you get older. If you can hold this squat for a minute or https://t.co/OfnkBhIHLP" / X

Prior to playing, Kevin got into one of these Asian squats and held that position for what seemed like 5 minutes. That led me to believe that Kevin may have keistered a weapon and was attempting to expel it to use it in an attack on me. Why did he want to attack me? Maybe because he thought I was GAY!

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See the lanky black* kid that opens this video with a made jumper. His name is Kainoa (he's not Hawaiian). I played with him yesterday (06/13/26) from about 5-7 PM on the outdoor court at that the Kailua District Park. Here's what Kainoa said under his breath and indirectly to me . "Get outta here**...that's what I was thinking [everything he's reading here]...you're Mexican....zero [you can't even score a basket]...it's over [we're done playing with you]..." I'm 47 and Kainoa doesn't have the quickness to guard me effectively. I can guard him well, but he can't guard me well. I have 3 people that I'd like to redeem myself against (outplay the next time I'm on the court with them). They are the part-Hawaiian kid pictured below, the mostly white guy named Rayden, all-black Kainoa, and Hawaiian/Chinese/Filipino looking Ehu. I hope to lock them up and score on them at will. (I just now (06/14/26 at 7:30 PM) noticed this Pickup Games Oahu (@pickupgameshawaii) • Instagram photos and videos. Why was the shot blocked NATALIE THIEM? because the outlet pass was errant. I ran down the left side of the court with my left hand up expecting a pass and the small Filipino named Kit passed it, but he passed it late, short, and behind me (he may have done that intentionally), so I had to run into the key to grab it (prevent it from being a turnover), gather myself, put the ball on the floor and attempt a reverse with little momentum (I didn't catch the ball in stride, so I didn't have full speed going up to the basket). I haven't seen any of the other highlights, but if that's all Tyrell has posted of me, it's obvious he has a bias against me because I had a number of assists and a number of baskets.)

*The blacks from Hawaii are not like the blacks that I'm accustomed to in California. In fact, I don't consider the blacks from Hawaii as black because they speak differently, think differently, and act differently than the blacks I'm accustomed to.

**Why do many of the locals feel this way about me? because they recognize that I'm not one of them (I don't speak pidgin or have a pidgin accent), they recognize that I'm a rival (a competitor vying for status), and they recognize that I'm volatile.

I had a number of assists and made a number of layups yesterday (06/13/26 from 5-7 PM) at the Kailua District Park outdoor court, some of which was caught on video, but Tyrell has neither uploaded any of those highlights onto his social media pages nor sent me any of those highlights. Why? because he likely deleted that video since he doesn't want anybody to see me playing the way I'm capable of playing. Once everybody had stopped playing yesterday (06/13/26) at around 7 PM and I saw Tyrell making his way out, I walked up to Tyrell, put my arm around him and said, "I want my highlights to be of all the shots I missed and the alley oop assist I gave to you....the highlights you posted of me the other day were all missed shots (https://www.facebook.com/reel/1019234874015445)..." He replied that he only posts made shots. Well, this link https://www.facebook.com/reel/1019234874015445 proves otherwise. (Do you know what I think Tyrell would like to post of me? A highlight video of me being jumped. He wants to see me get beat up. In fact, when he arrived to the court, and noticed me I heard him say to himself, "we're gonna jump that guy...we're gonna fuck that guy up...")

By the way, this is what I looked like during my youth (2) MADE Hoops on X: "5th grader Wilson Chandler Jr. is cooking playing 13U at Global Games 😱🌍 https://t.co/R6CaQGco38" / X.

I ran into this kid at the Kailua Recreation Center today (06/10/26 at about 4:30 PM) and asked him where I'd previously seen him, because his faced looked familiar. He responded that he didn't know. I like to put faces in places (recall where I'd previously seen a face), so I continued to think about where I'd seen him and it finally dawned on me after about an hour. I'd watched him play on TV (this game Jonny Philbrick* goes off with 29 as No. 8 Kailua stuns No. 5 Kahuku – Hawaii Prep World) then about a year later (2023) I saw he and his father at the Kaneohe 24 Hour Fitness and told he and his father that I liked his style of play. ANYWAY, HE OUTPLAYED ME TODAY (YOU'LL SEE VIDEO OF HE LIGHTING ME UP ON THIS FACEBOOK PAGE (14) Facebook). I LOOKED LIKE A NOVICE TODAY. I BLEW NUMEROUS EASY LAYUPS. I'VE LOST QUICKNESS (I CAN'T GO COAST TO COAST FOR EASY LAYUPS LIKE I ONCE DID) AND EXPLOSIVE HOPS (I BLEW EASY LAYUPS BECAUSE THEY WERE GOING TO BE CONTESTED AND I HAD TO ADJUST MY SHOT IN THE AIR). DO YOU UNDERSTAND? WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, I'D QUICKLY GET TO THE BASKET AND EASILY GET MY SHOT OFF (FEW PEOPLE WOULD BE ABLE TO CONTEST MY SHOT AND I WOULDN'T BLOW EASY SHOTS).

*He and a blond haired, blue-eyed, teenage white girl have the WRONG IDEA** about me. I'll be there next week to correct their idea. Here's some of what he said, "THAT'S WHAT I WAS THINKING [EVERYTHING HE'S READING HERE]...HE'S A BUM....A SCRUB...THAT'S MY SON...WEARS A DRESS [REFERENCE TO MY FATHER]...HE AIN'T NOBODY...A HO [HE SEES ME WALKING THE STREET LIKE A HO]..."

**The rest of the gym had the WRONG IDEA as well. In fact, do you know what the blond haired, blue-eyed cracker said after she hit a couple of shots in the game she played against me? The blond haired, blue-eyed cracker said, "he's poor (https://x.com/DBlossius/status/2064804387046719969)...Mexican [from a poor, Mexican family]..." The blond haired, blue-eyed cracker continued to stare at me while on the sidelines (the blond haired, blue-eyed cracker may have been waiting to see my eyeball pop out my head if I stared back at her). I think the blond haired, blue-eyed cracker is attracted to me. What else makes me believe that the blond haired, blue-eyed cracker is attracted to me? The fact that she guarded me so that she could get close to me.

**I'M GOING TO SHUT THAT PART HAWAIIAN KID DOWN AND CONSISTENTLY SCORE ON HIM LIKE I'M CAPABLE*** OF DOING. I SUFFER FROM PERFORMANCE ANXIETY. 

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SO, I'LL LOOK LIKE I'M A GOOD PLAYER PRIOR TO PLAYING, BUT ONCE I PLAY THAT THOUGHT GOES OUT THE WINDOW (EVERYBODY RECOGNIZES THAT I'M NOT A GOOD PLAYER)!

 

When Rayden sees me entering the gym at the Kapiolani 24 Hour Fitness he immediately stops* playing or immediately exits the gym! I'll tell you what he said today (06/05/26) just before leaving at about 6:15 PM! "That's EXACTLY what I was thinking [everything I've written in the most recent emails that I've just sent from the ddagbag11@gmail account]...Poor [I come from a poor family]...I thought he was a blood [gang member]...calls us NIGGERS [NATIVE HAWAIIANS]...fuck that mother fucker...let's kill him [let's kill that bitch]...don't touch my daughter [he has no child, but many of these guys assume I'm a perverted, pedophile]..." Like many part Hawaiians** that have interacted with me and read my writing about Hawaii, Rayden's hoping I go back to where I come from. Plus, Rayden doesn't respect my hooping ability. He's seen me play poorly against mediocre talent and has likely thought, "he's nothing special and he can't shoot worth a damn." And he probably thinks he'd destroy me if I were to consistently guard him (consistently do this to me https://x.com/pollonpreps/status/2063316898927022573).

*When he abruptly stops playing or quickly leaves the gym he's saying, "you got to see me, you got to speak to me." These millennials sure have an overinflated sense of themselves.

**Like most Hawaiians he overestimates the percentage of Hawaiian DNA that he possesses (he probably claims to be at least 50% Native Hawaiian) and like many Hawaiians with a Hawaiian surname, his surname likely doesn't correspond with the DNA of his Y-chromosome (his Y-chromosome is probably European or Asian and thus his actual surname is either European or Asian in origin).

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"You're missing teeth...you stutter...you look Mexican...you're Mexican and you're DEAD now..."  - Robert the French Canadian from Ontario, Canada. Robert the French Canadian from Ontario, Canada said this while I spoke to him in the locker room tonight (06/04/26) at about 8:10 PM. I got the sense from Robert (Robert's about 5'9 and muscularly built) that he either wants to provoke me into a fight or intimidate me so that I don't consider fighting him. I don't know why he thinks and behaves this way towards me. I've been nothing but kind and deferring to he.

Antonio Araujo Obituary (2024) - Los Angeles, CA - Guerra & Gutierrez Mortuary - Montebello

Read my brother Richie's comment! Would a Mexican write something like that? No! We think and speak White. 

THERE IS NO OTHER THAN ME : "Ordinary Guy" - Gery Dagampat (Extra-Ordinary Player - M. Minister)

Read the article my brother Gery wrote. His name is 'STAFF'. Would a Mexican write something like that? No! We think and speak White. (I'll upload more of 'STAFF''s articles once I return to California.)