Only Had One Job In My Life! Quit As Soon As It Hit Lunchtime! - Alpha Beta Bossalini

ABOUT ME:

PRIOR TO MOVING TO HAWAII I'D ONLY HAD 2 JOBS IN MY LIFE AND THOSE WERE AT SHADY CANYON COUNTRY CLUB IN IRVINE AND ROLLING HILLS COUNTRY CLUB IN ROLLING HILLS IN 2003. I TOOK THOSE JOBS BECAUSE I COULD PLAY THOSE COURSES FOR FREE AND AT THE TIME I'D CONTEMPLATED PURSUING A CAREER IN GOLF COURSE MANAGEMENT AND GOLF COURSE DESIGN. PRIOR TO AND AFTER THOSE JOBS I LIVED OFF OF MY PARENTS, MEANING THAT MY PARENTS PROVIDED ME HOUSING AND KEPT MY BANK ACCOUNT FULL! SINCE MOVING TO HAWAII I'VE TAKEN A NUMBER OF MENIAL JOBS THAT I'D NEVER EVEN CONSIDER DOING IN CALIFORNIA (WORKING WITH LOWER CLASS, UNEDUCATED, LOWER IQ GUYS FROM A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT BACKGROUND THAN ME)! 

 ALTHOUGH NUMEROUS GIRLS HAVE BEEN ATTRACTED TO ME THROUGHOUT MY LIFE (MORE THAN YOU'D BELIEVE SINCE I WAS EXCEPTIONALLY INTELLIGENT, EXCEPTIONALLY ATHLETIC, EXCEPTIONALLY ATTRACTIVE, POPULAR, AND CAME FROM A HIGH STATUS, RELATIVELY WEALTHY FAMILY) I NEVER DEVELOPED A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANY OF THEM AND THAT'S BECAUSE I WAS SHY, SEXUALLY INHIBITED, AND SEXUALLY REPRESSED FOR MOST OF MY LIFE (ALL OF MY TEENS AND MOST OF MY TWENTIES). I CURRENTLY HAVE A FRIENDSHIP WITH A GIRL* AND LIVE WITH THAT GIRL (THE FIRST GIRL I'VE EVER HAD A FRIENDSHIP WITH AND HAVE LIVED WITH)! I BELIEVE THAT MY LACK OF SUCCESS WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX (STEMMING FROM PSYCHOLOGICAL HANGUPS) IS LARGELY TO BLAME FOR MY DISAPPOINTING LIFE OUTCOME!

https://twitter.com/robkhenderson/status/1544383973232713737

I'VE GONE TO JAIL REPEATEDLY BECAUSE OF 3 D.U.I.s (AND DRIVING ON A SUSPENDED LICENSE MULTIPLE TIMES), ASSAULTING MY SISTER, AND THREATENING NATALIE THIEM MOZARYN (I WENT TO JAIL FOR THIS TWICE)! I NEVER BELONGED IN JAIL AND IF YOU KNEW MY BACKGROUND (HOW MUCH POTENTIAL I HAD AND HOW PROMISING MY FUTURE WAS) YOU'D KNOW THAT NO ONE WOULD HAVE EVER EXPECTED ME TO HAVE GONE TO JAIL AS MANY TIMES AS I HAVE!

https://blogs.scientificamerican.com/urban-scientist/could-domestic-violence-be-a-cuckold-defense-tactic/

*AS ALL OF YOU ARE AWARE, I'VE PHYSICALLY ASSAULTED MY FEMALE FRIEND SEVERAL TIMES. WHY HAVE I DONE THIS? BECAUSE SHE'S HAD SEX WITH OTHER MALES AND I WAS JEALOUS? BECAUSE I WANT TO CONTROL HER BECAUSE I'M JEALOUS? BECAUSE I WANT TO MAKE HER UGLY TO LOWER HER MATE VALUE BECAUSE I'M JEALOUS? NO, I'VE ASSAULTED HER SEVERAL TIMES BECAUSE WE'RE INCOMPATIBLE (SHE'S A NIGGER)! I LIKEN HER TO ONE OF THOSE SMART MOUTHED, LOUD MOUTHED, BRASH, CRASS, LOW IQ, UNEDUCATED BLACK GHETTO GIRLS THAT YOU'D FIND IN THE BLACK GHETTO AND I'M NEARLY THE EXACT OPPOSITE! SO, BECAUSE OF THESE DIFFERENCES AND MY INABILITY TO RESTRAIN MYSELF (CONTROL MY ANGER AND AGGRESSION) I'VE ASSAULTED HER!

I'm A Poor, UGLY, Low Status, Non-Athletic Mexican! And I'd Just Urinated In The Sink Prior To Taking A Spook Shower!

Anyway, Why Do I Quote People On This Blog And Describe Them? because I Get Upset When I Hear Them Say The Things They Say To ME Or While Near ME (And They're Often Said Unconsciously And Underneath Their Breath), So I Quote Them To Embarrass Them And Make Sure They Realize That What They're Saying And Thinking Is WRONG. Plus, I Want To Prove To They And Everybody Else That I'm Smarter Than The Majority Of Them Hence My Ability To Read Them.

THEY* SEE ME WALKING THE STREETS IN THEIR NEIGHBORHOOD (A NEIGHBORHOOD UNLIKE THE KIND I'M FROM), THEY SEE ME WITH MY ROOMMATE (A GIRL FROM THEIR BACKGROUND; READ ABOUT SHE HERE https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2021/06/demar-derozan-demarderozan-mar-5-gets.html), THEY READ MY BLOGS (WITH SCIENCE THEY'RE UNFAMILIAR WITH) AND THE EMAILS I SEND (SARCASTIC AND SELF-DEPRECATING EMAILS) AND NOTICE THAT I DON'T HAVE ANY SOCIAL MEDIA PAGES (THAT I DON'T HAVE ANY INTERNET FRIENDS OR FAMILY) AND THINK TO THEMSELVES, "HE'S NO DIFFERENT THAN US! HE'S NO BETTER THAN US! HE'S JUST A POOR, MENTALLY UNSTABLE, HOMELESS MEXICAN!"

*THEY READ WHAT I'VE WRITTEN ABOUT MYSELF AND MY FAMILY (MY FATHER, MOTHER, AND SIBLINGS) AND CAN'T IDENTIFY OR RELATE TO IT BECAUSE IT'S SO UNLIKE THE FAMILY AND BACKGROUND THEY'RE FROM AND THEIR EGO WON'T ALLOW THEM TO ADMIT THAT I'M AS GOOD AS I'VE ADVERTISED MYSELF (THAT I'M SMARTER, MORE ATHLETIC, BETTER LOOKING, AND FROM A HIGHER SOCIOECONOMIC BACKGROUND THAN THEY). THEN THEIR UNEDUCATED MINDS READ WHAT I'VE WRITTEN ABOUT HAWAIIAN EVOLUTION AND DNA (HOW THE CULTURE IS NOW MATRILINEAL AND THE RACE IS RAPIDLY GOING EXTINCT) AND THEY THINK TO THEMSELVES, "WHO IS THIS POOR, PRISON EDUCATED MEXICAN TO TELL US (IN PSEUDOSCIENTIFIC TERMS) ABOUT OUR CURRENT CULTURE AND GENES?" 

GIRLS ARE STILL ATTRACTED TO ME! (THINK ABOUT ALL OF THE GIRLS THAT HAVE BEEN ATTRACTED TO ME THROUGHOUT MY LIFE, ESPECIALLY WHEN I WAS IN MY TEENS AND EARLY TWENTIES AND HAD IT ALL (MONEY, POWER, RESPECT).) THE AMOUNT  OF GIRLS ATTRACTED TO ME HAD TO HAVE NUMBERED IN THE THOUSANDS. GUESS WHAT THOUGH, I NEVER DEVELOPED A RELATIONSHIP LET ALONE HAD SEX WITH ANY OF THEM. WHY? BECAUSE I WAS INTROVERTED, SEXUALLY INHIBITED, AND SEXUALLY REPRESSED FOR THE FIRST 30 YEARS OF MY LIFE (I WAS ALMOST PRIEST-LIKE IN THIS REGARD)! WHY DO YOU THINK I ABANDONED RELIGION AND BELIEF IN GOD AND BEGAN DRINKING HEAVILY? BECAUSE ATHEISM FREED ME OF THE SEXUAL GUILT AND SHAME THAT I'D ACQUIRED THROUGH THE CATHOLIC RELIGION https://twitter.com/TheDissenterYT/status/1509123409673965580 AND ALCOHOL LOOSENED ME UP (MADE ME LESS TENSE, NERVOUS, AND UPTIGHT AROUND GIRLS)! DUHHHHHH! (IF YOU DON'T LOOK LIKE THE 2 WOMEN ABOVE DON'T LOOK AT ME!)

OH, BY THE WAY, I WRITE LOW BROW HUMOR FOR YOU CRASS, LOWER CLASS, LOW IQ LOSERS TO SEE WHAT TYPE OF RESPONSE I GET FROM YOU IDIOTS IN REAL LIFE! A LOT OF THE THINGS I WRITE ON THE INTERNET ARE NOT REFLECTIVE OF HOW I TRULY AM, THE SOCIAL CLASS I COME FROM, AND HOW I WAS RAISED. IT'S MORE A REFLECTION OF THE ONLINE PERSONA I'VE CREATED. I'M NOT FUNNY! WHAT I AM IS SARCASTIC AND SELF-DEPRECATING! 

SO, TO CONCLUDE, ONCE YOU PEOPLE REALIZE THAT I'M BETTER THAN THE MAJORITY OF YOU (SMARTER, MORE ATHLETIC, BETTER LOOKING, FROM A HIGH SOCIOECONOMIC BACKGROUND, ETC.) WE CAN MOVE ON!

August 2018! I Defecated In That Yellow Bag Just Before Taking This Photo!

P.S.

Do You See How G00D-Looking Steven Was At An Earlier Age? Like ME, Many, Many, Many Girls Were Attracted To Him, But Because Of Personality Traits And How Those Personality Traits Were Affected By The Abuse Our Father* Exposed Him To (Physical And Psychological Abuse Most Of You Couldn't Imagine) He Didn't Make The Most Of Those Looks Or Other Innate Abilities He Had (He Developed An Asocial, Anti-Social (Sociopathic) Personality) Leading To He Marrying A Mexican That Wasn't His Equal (Not His Equal In Intelligence, Athleticism, Attractiveness, Background, Etc.). It's Similar To ME Establishing A Relationship With The Girl I'm Currently Living With! Basura!

*"Our Father Who Art In Heaven! Hollow Hollow Be Thy Name!"

https://www.instagram.com/loopy_caster/

Again, This Instagram Will Give You The Wrong Impression Of Steven. Like My Brothers Gery*** And Richie***, Steven Has Made A 180 Degree Change In Personality. When He Was Younger He Was Unfriendly, Reticent, Stoic, Compassionless (Cold), Distant (Emotionally Detached), Hotheaded (Quickly Fly Into A Rage), And Vengeful. He Was Nothing Like How He Now Portrays Himself On Instagram. As An Aside, Gery Is Nearly The Polar Opposite Of Steven In Personality, Preferences, Predilections, Etc. For Instance, Gery Isn't An Outdoors Person Like My Dad Isn't An Outdoors Person! (I May Share Some Stories About Steven's Rage And Vengefulness At A Later Date!)

***The Majority Of People That Knew Gery And Richie In Their Teens And Twenties Didn't Like Them And Were In Fact Afraid Of Them! Why? Because They Were Mean And Would Beat The Shit Out Of People!

Read The Email I've Sent To My Brother Entitled INSULAR!

I Don't Know If I've Shared This With Any Of You, But The Girl I Live With Is Not My Equal And In Fact Makes ME Look Bad (Makes ME Look As Ugly, Unstable, And Unfortunate As She)! I Estimated Her IQ Was About 95, But I Think That's An Overestimation. It's More Likely Around 90. Anyhow, I'll Soon Be Leaving Her!

https://counter-currents.com/2010/12/darwins-other-idea-geoffrey-millers-the-mating-mind/

According to the widely used WAIS-R intelligence test, for example, English-speaking adult with an IQ of 80 typically know the words “fabric,” “enormous,” and “conceal,” but not the words “sentence,” “consume,” or “commerce.” IQ 90 speakers typically know “sentence,” “consume,” and “commerce,” but not “designate,” “ponder,” or “reluctant.” If you are flirting with someone, and they say they would like to “consume” your body in a passionate embrace, but they do not understand when you say you are “reluctant,” you can probably infer they have an IQ between 80 and 90. We make these sorts of inferences quite automatically and unconsciously, of course.