https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2026/04/dont-quote-me-boy.html
I'm a nice little boy that gets screwed in life.
https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2023/06/manana.html
No, Gery is genetically/phenotypically superior to Richie (more symmetrical, much more athletic, had higher status throughout life, etc.). Gery actually was a legend on the hoop court. By the way, based on how this was written https://www.linkedin.com/posts/garydagampat_stillinspiringus-activity-7180747057215815680-qKtt you'd think that my father was an empathetic, compassionate, equanimous, peaceful churchgoer that created a stable, comforting, loving, harmonious home environment for his children, but you'd be WRONG. My father was a hostile, volatile, combative, tyrant that created a chaotic, violent, contentious, inhospitable home environment for his children (there was constant physical abuse, constant verbal abuse, constant arguing with his wife, and constant arguing among his children stemming from sibling rivalry, all of which resulted in a dysfunctional home and family https://x.com/SteveStuWill/status/1877114919390228512). Why didn't any of my siblings reach their full potential? For this exact reason (our father was too physically and verbally abusive to us).
SPEAKING OF *SEXUAL RELATIONSHIPS, GIRLS ARE STILL ATTRACTED TO ME (I CAN TELL BECAUSE THEY STARE AT ME, SMILE AT ME, ATTEMPT TO MAKE SMALL TALK WITH ME, ETC.), BUT THEY SEEM NOT TO UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY'RE READING ON THIS BLOG. SO, LET ME HELP THEM UNDERSTAND IT. IF YOU'RE NOT A HAWAIIAN FEMALE I'M NOT INTERESTED IN YOU SEXUALLY. OR, TO PUT IT DIFFERENTLY, I'M A RACIST AND I'M ONLY INTERESTED IN HAWAIIAN FEMALES.
*SPEAKING OF SEX, WHY DID IT TAKE UNTIL I WAS 30-YEARS-OLD TO HAVE SEX WITH A FEMALE? WHY DID IT TAKE UNTIL I WAS 40-YEARS-OLD TO DEVELOP A SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH A FEMALE? WHY AM I CHILDLESS AND WHY WILL I LIKELY REMAIN CHILDLESS FOR THE REMAINDER OF MY LIFE? HERE ARE A FEW REASONS. I WAS CONCEIVED WHEN MY FATHER WAS MUCH OLDER (MID-40s), SO I MAY HAVE INHERITED GENETIC MUTATIONS THAT EFFECT PSYCHOLOGICAL AND SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT https://vengeanceizmine.blogspot.com/2014/10/are-any-of-your-reading-this-shit-how.html; AT THE TIME OF MY CONCEPTION AND BIRTH MY MOTHER WAS TAKING ESTROGEN ELEVATING MEDICATION AND THIS, COUPLED WITH THE FACT THAT SHE HAD NUMERUOS CHILDREN PRIOR TO ME, LIKELY ALTERED HER FETAL ENVIRONMENT https://veryayshun.blogspot.com/2013_10_17_archive.html; I'M A LATER BORN CHILD FROM A LARGE FAMILY (LATER BORNS TEND TO BE LESS REPRODUCTIVELY SUCCESSFUL How Does Birth Order and Number of Siblings Affect Fertility? A Within-Family Comparison Using Swedish Register Data | European Journal of Population); I CAME FROM A HIGHLY RELIGIOUS FAMILY AND THAT RELIGIOUS UPBRINGING SUPPRESSED MY SEX DRIVE AND SEXUAL ACTIVITY https://www.psypost.org/study-religious-college-students-less-frequent-sexual-activity-fewer-sexual-partners/ https://www.psychologytoday.com/intl/blog/finding-new-home/202109/why-religions-are-preoccupied-sex https://www.psychologytoday.com/intl/blog/sex-murder-and-the-meaning-of-life/200912/religious-piety-as-a-mating-strategy https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/sex-murder-and-the-meaning-life/201912/is-nothing-sacred-religion-and-sex (I WAS UNABLE TO MASTURBATE FREELY, AMONG OTHER SEXUAL ACTIVITIES); THE MALES IN MY FAMILY WERE DOMINANT, VIOLENT, SOCIOPATHS AND LIVING AMONG THEM FOR THE 1st 18+ YEARS OF MY LIFE HAD A LASTING IMPACT ON MY SEX HORMONES AND PSYCHOSEXUAL DEVELOPMENT(https://www.cjfearnley.com/G+Posts/20140215%20-%20Human%20Sexual%20Behavior%20II.%20100m%20Robert%20S.html (In rodents and some primates, when males smell the pheromones of dominant males it drives down their testosterone levels. In some species, the same dominant pheromones stimulates sperm production: "a coevolutionary arms race". ) https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/love-sex-and-babies/201103/do-brothers-stall-their-sisters-sex-lives) AS THE LOWEST RANKING MALE IN THAT BRUTALLY ENFORCED HIERARCHY, I BELIEVE MY DEVELOPMENT WAS STUNTED); I'M SHORT AND SHORTER MALES TEND TO DEVELOP MENTAL DISORDERS (https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2015/09/crazy-in-headquicc-to-give-uh-nigga-head.html); ETC.
https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2024/03/going-to-leave-some-of-these-blog-posts.html
JUST A FEW STORIES THAT ATTEST TO MY FATHER AND BROTHERS BELLICOSE AND BARBAROUS PAST.
https://vengeanceizmine.blogspot.com/2014/02/forty-two.html
THE RELATIONSHIP I HAVE WITH MY BROTHERS IS MORE PATERNALLY BASED THAN FRATERNALLY BASED. THAT IS, MY BROTHERS TREAT ME LIKE THEIR SON. IN FACT, ONE OF THEM TREATS ME LIKE A REDHEADED STEPCHILD EVEN AT MY CURRENT AGE OF 45. READ THE ABOVE LINKS.
https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2023/06/manana.html
https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2022/12/you-have-to-have-play-with-larceny-in.html
*My Reticence Is Not A Sign Of A Speech Impediment. It's A Sign Of My Social Anxiety And Fear Of Public Speaking. Or, To Put It Differently, It's A Reflection Of My Lack Of Confidence And Low Self-Esteem.
