I'm 5'7. Tina Is 5'8-5'9. My Brothers Are 5'10+ And Have Had Many, Many Girlfriends (Each One Has). The Majority Of Those Girlfriends Have Been White. The Mexican Girlfriends Have Primarily Been A Product Of Gery (He Almost Exclusively Dated And Mated Mexicans). I've NEVER Had A Girlfriend Because I'm Poor And Ugly! By The Way, I Was Living In Oceanside And Redondo Beach At The Time Of My Father's Death
Richard Dagampat Obituary (1934 - 2014) - Legacy Remembers.
MY FATHER WAS A VIOLENT, CALLOUS SOCIOPATH THAT WOULD MERCILESSLY HARANGUE HIS CHILDREN AND BARBAROUSLY BEAT HIS CHILDREN. I HOPE YOU REMEMBER THE STORIES I'VE SHARED WITH YOU ALL ABOUT MY FATHER AND BROTHERS BELLICOSE PAST.
SPEAKING OF *SEXUAL RELATIONSHIPS, GIRLS ARE STILL ATTRACTED TO ME (I CAN TELL BECAUSE THEY STARE AT ME, SMILE AT ME, ATTEMPT TO MAKE SMALL TALK WITH ME, ETC.), BUT THEY SEEM NOT TO UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY'RE READING ON THIS BLOG. SO, LET ME HELP YOU UNDERSTAND IT. IF YOU'RE NOT A HAWAIIAN FEMALE I'M NOT INTERESTED IN YOU SEXUALLY. OR, TO PUT IT DIFFERENTLY, I'M A RACIST AND I'M ONLY INTERESTED IN HAWAIIAN FEMALES.
*SPEAKING OF SEX, WHY DID IT TAKE UNTIL I WAS 30-YEARS-OLD TO HAVE SEX WITH A FEMALE? WHY DID IT TAKE UNTIL I WAS 40-YEARS-OLD TO DEVELOP A SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH A FEMALE? WHY AM I CHILDLESS AND WHY WILL I LIKELY REMAIN CHILDLESS FOR THE REMAINDER OF MY LIFE? HERE ARE A FEW REASONS. I WAS CONCEIVED WHEN MY FATHER WAS MUCH OLDER (MID-40s), SO I MAY HAVE INHERITED GENETIC MUTATIONS THAT EFFECT PSYCHOLOGICAL AND SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT https://vengeanceizmine.blogspot.com/2014/10/are-any-of-your-reading-this-shit-how.html; AT THE TIME OF MY CONCEPTION AND BIRTH MY MOTHER WAS TAKING ESTROGEN ELEVATING MEDICATION AND THIS, COUPLED WITH THE FACT THAT SHE HAD NUMERUOS CHILDREN PRIOR TO ME, LIKELY ALTERED HER FETAL ENVIRONMENT https://veryayshun.blogspot.com/2013_10_17_archive.html; I'M A LATER BORN CHILD FROM A LARGE FAMILY (LATER BORNS TEND TO BE LESS REPRODUCTIVELY SUCCESSFUL); I CAME FROM A HIGHLY RELIGIOUS FAMILY AND THAT RELIGIOUS UPBRINGING SUPPRESSED MY SEX DRIVE AND SEXUAL ACTIVITY https://www.psypost.org/study-religious-college-students-less-frequent-sexual-activity-fewer-sexual-partners/ https://www.psychologytoday.com/intl/blog/finding-new-home/202109/why-religions-are-preoccupied-sex https://www.psychologytoday.com/intl/blog/sex-murder-and-the-meaning-of-life/200912/religious-piety-as-a-mating-strategy https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/sex-murder-and-the-meaning-life/201912/is-nothing-sacred-religion-and-sex (I WAS UNABLE TO MASTURBATE FREELY, AMONG OTHER SEXUAL ACTIVITIES); THE MALES IN MY FAMILY WERE DOMINANT, VIOLENT, SOCIOPATHS AND LIVING AMONG THEM FOR THE 1st 18+ YEARS OF MY LIFE HAD A LASTING IMPACT ON MY SEX HORMONES AND PSYCHOSEXUAL DEVELOPMENT(https://www.cjfearnley.com/G+Posts/20140215%20-%20Human%20Sexual%20Behavior%20II.%20100m%20Robert%20S.html (In rodents and some primates, when males smell the pheromones of dominant males it drives down their testosterone levels. In some species, the same dominant pheromones stimulates sperm production: "a coevolutionary arms race". ) https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/love-sex-and-babies/201103/do-brothers-stall-their-sisters-sex-lives) AS THE LOWEST RANKING MALE IN THAT BRUTALLY ENFORCED HIERARCHY, I BELIEVE MY DEVELOPMENT WAS STUNTED); I'M SHORT AND SHORTER MALES TEND TO DEVELOP MENTAL DISORDERS (https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2015/09/crazy-in-headquicc-to-give-uh-nigga-head.html); ETC.
https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2024/03/going-to-leave-some-of-these-blog-posts.html
JUST A FEW STORIES THAT ATTEST TO MY FATHER AND BROTHERS BELLICOSE AND BARBAROUS PAST.
https://vengeanceizmine.blogspot.com/2014/02/forty-two.html
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-scientific-fundamentalist/201101/why-are-stepparents-more-likely-kill-their-children
THE RELATIONSHIP I HAVE WITH MY BROTHERS IS MORE PATERNALLY BASED THAN FRATERNALLY BASED. THAT IS, MY BROTHERS TREAT ME LIKE THEIR SON. IN FACT, ONE OF THEM TREATS ME LIKE A REDHEADED STEPCHILD EVEN AT MY CURRENT AGE OF 45. READ THE ABOVE LINKS.
https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2023/06/manana.html
https://methalashun.blogspot.com/2022/12/you-have-to-have-play-with-larceny-in.html
*My Reticence Is Not A Sign Of A Speech Impediment. It's A Sign Of My Social Anxiety And Fear Of Public Speaking. Or, To Put It Differently, It's A Reflection Of My Lack Of Confidence And Low Self-Esteem.
P.S.
The lone female in this photo is Japanese/Black/Swedish and from Kahaluu (she lives with her Black/Japanese mother near Laenani* Neighborhood Park). Her name is Ki** and Ki has a Master's degree from UCSD. I met Ki on the 60 bus while near Kaneohe over a year ago (early 2023 or late 2022) then I ran into her again while on the 60 bus in Kaneohe (next to the Times in Kaneohe) last Tuesday (05/24/24) and while speaking to her she said these words under her breath, "That's what I was thinking...NERD...not at all [not wealthy at all]...not that G00D [at basketball]...missing a tooth..." Ki is also attracted to me. Prior to existing the bus she leaned in towards me as though she wanted to KISS then waited to see if I'd ask for her number (she exited the bus on Piikoi near the Ala Moana Foodland, but I didn't aX for her number because she's not Hawaiian). She'll be moving to Maui with her male childhood friend soon.
**Ki is about a 7.5 on the facial attraction scale. Did you feel the earthquake?
A slender, 6'0+ blonde-haired, blue eyed white devil (female) in her late 20s - early 30s stared intently and seductively at me as I walked past her at this crosswalk on 02/12/24 at about 6:15 PM, but I didn't return her gaze (I'm uninterested in white devils). Then I had a thought that I've previously had while in this hell hole (on these islands) and it was this, "these crackers are reading my blogs which contain my beliefs about interracial relationships, specifically native Hawaiians and interracial relationships yet they seem to disregard this when they encounter me. I guess my physical attractiveness overrides their rational mind (their mind that should prevent them from finding me attractive) and lets their emotional mind run wild (drives them to want to jump my bones wherever they meet me)."
Like this goofball, I think she said, "he didn't graduate" as I passed her.
Sara said, "that's what I was thinking...poor, shoeless, Mexican..." this past Sunday (02/18/23). Then she said, "I'm pregnant" under her breath (Sara is in Grey shorts and has her back turned to us while Ruby has her hand on her hip at the front desk). (All I have to do is look at these girls and they wish/hope/dream of me impregnating them! BY THE WAY, HAVE YOU ALL SEEN THE NEW, TALL (6'0+), FAIRLY ATTRACTIVE LIGHT BROWN HAIRED, BROWN-EYED CRACKER WORKING AT THE FRONT DESK HERE (KAPIOLANI 24 HOUR FITNESS). HER NAME IS CORINNE AND SHE, TOO, IS ATTRACTED TO ME, BUT SHE SAID SOMETHING NASTY AT ABOUT 8:15 PM ON 04/10/25. WHAT WAS IS THAT SHE SAID? "THAT'S WHAT I WAS THINKING...HE HAS NO MONEY!")
A Short List Of Tall Cracker Girls That Have Been Attracted To ME!
Facially, Ashley Is About A 7.5. This Photo Doesn't Do Her Face Justice!
There Are Many, Many More.
Here's another:
There Was A Tall 6'0+ Fairly Attractive White (Blond-Haired, Blue Eyed German) Waitress That Worked Here From About 2008-2014 That Was Attracted To ME. I Would Sometimes See Her At The Carlsbad 24 Hour Fitness. She Was Pictured In The Above Instagram At One Time. Do You Know Who I Speak Of?
